Chapters of my life

2010-11-24T04:57:00.000-08:00

I guess this may be one of my last post on blogspot, i'm on tumblr now. It's not tt I dun wanna use blogspot and prefer tumblr. Well, I guess, it's time for a change. I'm not gonna delete my blog either, it just carries too much memories of my life and i dun wanna delete any part of it, just in case i get senile, i can always come back here and reminisce all those fun, crazy, silly and yet the most memorable part of my life. I promise, after my poly graduation, I'll come back to blogspot and have another post up, there will be in 2013, like a sequeal isn;t it?? hahaha.

Come to think of it, i started blogspot when was sec one, back then, it was oversizecherry.blogspot.com. But, i dunno what happened to it, i changed my url to this. Since sec 1 all the way to poly year 1, everything written there is like a drama of my growing up process, from tt small, tiny, introvert 13 year old girl to this crazy, blur as ever, sociable 18 year old young lady.

yeah, i changed a lot, from this girl who doesn't want to open up to anyone, sometimes, no one notice my presence to this who had a confidence boost at the age of 15, to a girl to learns to live independently at the age og 16 to a young lady now, who knows that there are many things out there worth my living for.

many of you would have hate sec sch if you are still in one, maybe for those who just finish O lvl, all of you may seem to think it's freedom, no more sec school, no rules to follow. To some other ppl, you may just hate sec sch anyway. But to me, it's like the best part of my life, i wont trade anything for those 5 years of my life. I use to grumble so much abt sch, hoping tt i'll graduate soon, when i smell the scent of freedom, i tot, "tt's it! it's gonna be the best" but it totally proves me wrong. Though i loathe sch as much as the others, but sec sch was the place where i found my bestfriend (wydre), no all bestfriends can become sisters you noe? I found, juniors like shen who taught me how to love my sister better. I have classmates that grow up with me, just like childhood friends.

So, blogspot is like a treasure box that's gonna be kept under my bed, it holds all those moments in my life that no one will ever experience it like i do. It just signifies so much..

Now tt, im in a new school, i think it's time for me to start everything anew. i realise i've been looking back at my past too much and i couldn't move on to accept anything new. I believe these 3 years are gonna change me too.

I started my temasek journey here, and since i graduated alrdy, it's time for me to really end it here as well:)

Like i said, im gonna come back here again after poly graduation to share my whole new poly journey.

So for now, goodbye blogspot, hello tumblr. I'll see you again when it's time for me to keep some more precious memories of mine again.

2010-11-04T00:13:00.000-07:00

Nxt week will be the fourth week of school. 1 month pass so quickly.. Might be gng to Hong Kong for study trip in March.. really hope i'll be able to go!! Pls pls pls, bring me there andmy friends too!!:) i have so many things to do, but just too lazy to get started.. haven't even touch my IDEA project.. needa do presentation nxt week alrdy and i still haven even have my 3D form done. hahaha. the really lazy side of Cherlyn:D
The uniform guy came to me this morning when i trained to sch, asked for my number! LOL No way. hahahaa. Love relations class was pretty fun today, we had speed dating, YES! IT'S SPEED DATING!:D we dated all the guys, hahah, then we have to rate them.. like gng on a blind date. LOL Learnt sth from class today, guys find partners with their nose and girls look for partners with their eyes. cool rite!! nose.. haha, imagine guys smelling the woman just so they noe it's the right woman for them. haha.

2010-10-31T00:30:00.000-07:00

Worked for Subaru Impreza Challenge ytd, and it was AWESOMELY FANTASTIC! Shermin, Naz and I were marshalling for car 10 and they were the most incredibly fun ppl, really funny. They tot we were gonna be their marshalls for the nxt 3 days and told us to get Big Macs and roti prata for their 1am break today. hahaha. But after our dinner break, we were transfered to car 6:( Wonder how is car 10 doing?? GO CAR 10!! Gonna head down to orchard if we end class early, i really hope the car 10 ppl can win the challenge, they are a bunch of motivated ppl:) Saw a gorilla at the train station ytd cos of halloween.. hahaha, it's okay, we get to spend the halloween with subaru peeps..

2010-10-25T05:43:00.000-07:00

Desert

Flower

I am so proud of my work!! It's my first attempt on photoshop, I'm no IT savvy, so being able to be complete this tutorial is a big feat! hahaha. I was gng crossed-eyes after staring at the laptop for 4 hours. hahaha. Oh well, it's my firsst photoshop tutorial, and it nearly killed me, i hope the other tutorials wont be tt bad.
Gonna meet my sis this wed to get her sandles and do a little shopping^^ Dental appt on thurs, gonna extract one more teeth.. sob sob. After tt, i'll have to make a trip down to mediacorp for a subaru briefing, wonder how are we gonna make our way there. hahaha. I wanna do so many many things!! but i dun really have the time to:( Let's see the things i wanna do..

1) Go on a shopping spree!!
2)Go clubbing!
3)Get my first roller coaster ride^^
4)Dress up and have a picnic by the beach or sth.. somwhere away from the city.
5)Go on a long vacation!
6)Travel on my own, or maybe a few of my friends plus my sis to Bali? or better, Venice!^^

Oh,, i cant go on anymore, there will be no end to it, but right now, these are what i really wanna do! hahaha.

2010-10-23T23:22:00.000-07:00

I've survuved my first week of sch.. I cant say much, really just hoping for the best i guess. GEMs was relatively interesting, hahaha, my core class has more girls than guys, but in mu GEMs class, i have more guys than girls. Just a little not use to it. maybe cos i haven been mixing arnd with the guys for quite long, ever since tms where i have guys friends all arnd the sch, but in my core class, i have only 4 guys. hahaha. GEMs seemed to be a liitle more gender balanced.

2010-10-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

It's the second day of school! I survived:D Well, School has been really tiring, but the girls [Shermin, Naz and Peimin] made it better for me. We went to the Macs at EEE today, sat at the same spot, and we just couldn't have enough laughter, haha, bet tt must be our laughing spot! This semester's time-table isn't tt bad, but the timing are making me crazy..

Mon: 10am-5pm
Tue:10.30am-4.30pm
Wed:8am- 12pm
Thurs:8am- 12.30pm
Fri:8am - 12pm

We dun have long breaks anymore, like 3 hours break, we only have an hour break, wed- fri, we dun even have break-.- I'm so looking forward for the next break, which is 2 months later. Well, I like to count down by weeks, so that means I have 8 weeks of school and it will be Sch hols!! I'll be gng to M'sia for a short short, pretty short vacation, it is a time when i can take my mind off somethings:) I'm really broke! I've got so much to buy for my modules:( Pay is only coming in nxt month!! I need my $$!! OMG!! Argh!!

2010-10-14T00:13:00.000-07:00

I rmb i said it was a long absence from the blogging world in my last post, and now, I'll have to repeat this again.. IT'S BEEN A LONG ABSENCE FROM THE BLOGGING WORLD:) I was busy at work during the Hols, ytd was my last day^^ Had my Tooth extracted today, well, it wasn't pain, it's just frightening, hahhaa. I haven't visited the dentist since sec 3 i guess. I must have looked like a little kid, so scared. hahaha. I was twirling my shirt when the dentist extract my tooth, i tot i'm gonna tear my shirt! hahah.
Sch's starting nxt week, i guess my time-table isnt tt bad nxt semester, but the lecturers dun seem to be to my likings. hahaha, as if i have the choice like tt, like i own the sch. hahaha. oh well, I'm aiming for a GPA 3.8 nxt semester, only manage to get a GPA 3.7 this semester, i'm happy but not very satisfied.
Did i mention Shermin, Naz and Peimin came to visit me? hahaha. Thanks Babes!! They madde me feel less lonely.

2010-10-03T00:20:00.001-07:00

Well, it's another long absence from the blogging world. I wont say that my holiday has been well spent so far. Though I dun need to go thru the torment of revision like sec sch days, but my hols hasnt been really fruitfull. I've been working my ass off these past 2 weeks. 2 weeks to sch reopen, that would means the start of torture again. Im just hoping that the time-table will be bette than semester 1. When sch reopens, my class will be DEPM/T/1B/02! hahaha. My exam results will be release tmr, im just praying to get a GPA of 3.5. I'll really fly to the moon, i mean it, no need to pump any helium air in me and I'll literally fly.
I was thinking that I'll continue to work after sch reopen, but now, i dun think so, it's quite tiring, like seriously. So I'll have to tell steph that i'll like to stop working when sch reopens, wonder how will she react, she'll probably wanna strangle me. So i've work out a plan, I'll continue to work for a week when sch reopens and tell her i wont be able to work for the following 2 weeks cos of the subaru thing. Then i'll take this opportunity to break the news to her.
Morning shift tmr, I'm working at coldside again. That means i'll need to do opening for coldside.. that's the worst thing for monday morning.. I hope im not working with terence.. omg.. he cant stop yapping. Whoops, i really hope none of my managers see this, or not i'll be in the lunch menu tmr..

2010-09-13T02:41:00.000-07:00

I kinda screwed materials, hopefully i'll be able to get a grade B.
I WENT TO CHOP MY HAIR! DAMN HAPPY!
THEN I HAPPILY WALKED INTO THE TREE, and this bunch of students giggled.
I noe it's really funny, i mean if i were the person who saw someone walking into a tree, i will most probably roll on the floor and laugh my lungs out, but it's really embarrasing and painful. For a moment, i tot i'll collapse and faint. Seems like i haven change a single bit, still as blur and careless-.-
I like my hair, though ppl may think im a little crazy, i have such long hair and i went to chopped it off. hahaha, but i like it!! Last paper on Thurs and i'm freaking waiting for the outlet manager of NYDC to call me.. I hope they'll call me soon:) Shall change my dp on fb after thurs, if not there will be no fun when everyone saw my new hairstyle:D

2010-09-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

I HAD ICE-CREAM BUFFET AND A MINI SHOPPING TREAT ON THURS!
HI-TEA BUFFET TODAY:D
See, i ate so much, i can practically roll on the floor, or maybe, fly like a helium balloon:) LOL. Im gonna go on a veg and water diet, im gonna be healthy!! hahahahha. Gonna chop my hair REAL SOON! Thurs will be my dental appointment, this means im gonna have my braces in soon.. i dunno if it's a good thing or not, but im kinda anticipating it. So stay tune to my facebook for updates:D I think im gonna look really different. Oh, did i mention that i've gottan a job at nydc, hope i'll be able to do well, i'll be station at tamp 1, but when the outlet ant bedok is open, i'll be transferred there, so ppl, do drop by alright? hahahaha.

2010-09-07T21:35:00.000-07:00

Law is finally over! Woohoo! The paper was relatively okay, i would say that it's easier than MST. But it doesnt mean that i will be able to do better cos i needed more time so that i can write more, made some mistakes, used one wrong law case. hahhaa, oh well, there's nothing i can do, it's over! and that will be a hallejuah! hahaha LOL. I only had breakfast ytd, then i went for exam, skipped lunch. I reached home at arnd 5, cos my sch is really really really far away. hahaha. So i ate cookies for lunch, well, after eating cookies like a cookie monster, it made me wanna skip dinner too. I'm like super duper tired of chewing.. like seriously.
Me: *picks up some veg and stuff into my mouth
sis: *looks at me
Me: *spat the veg out
Sis: why, it taste weird
Me: oh no, im just too lazy to chew
Haha, din even wanna eat breakfast just now, cos my jaw was really tired, i dunno why. SO i ate a slice of plain bread, and i took half an hour to finish that pathetic slice. But i had me lunch. hahahha, but seriously, i'm just too tired to chew, lazy also. I'm lazy to the extent that i dun even wanna swallow my food, what's wrong with me?! hahahah, i feel like just blending eveything, chop my head and pour everything down my gullet. hahhaa. Right, 2 more papers to go and I'll be done with all that modules! YAY!! Go to start revising my Materials soon!

2010-09-06T04:43:00.000-07:00

This is Bur-sth, Brandy+coke

My First LEGAL drink, lychee martini

My first bouquet of flower.. and it's from WYDRE!

Had an awesome birthday i guess. hahaha, Junshen, wydre and sis surprised me on friday, they made me a video and gave me gifts, i was really touched to the max! hahah, thogh i din cry wydre, but i was really really touched!

I received a lot of greeting from my friends and sis's friends as well, thank you so much, Love you guys a lot too!! I'm really grateful to have you all being a part of my life, things would not have been so freaking good without you, thanks for being there for me when i needed support. Sometimes, when i need to get sth out of my chest and it's not very convenient to tell my family, i can always count on my friends as they will simply listen to what i have to say. I guess i needa thank my sis too:) She has been there for me ever since we became sisters, though we fight, swear at each othera and bicker so much, she continue standing my me, thank you:)

Right, mummy came home and we went to a bar to celebrate my 18th, had my first legal drink, i used to drink, but not in public, but now i can drink openly:) hahaha. Had 3 cups, din get drunk! ahaha, mummy sabotaged me and i had to go on stage, so embarrassed, but i enjoyed it. hahaha. Thank you so much for the wonderful night.

I think daddy is reading my blog, maybe mummy too, or better still, both of them, i tot no one will ever read it and this shall be my little private space. hahah, oh well. I use to keep a diary, but i was too lazy to write. hahaha.

2010-09-01T04:52:00.000-07:00

I HAD AN AWESOME GREAT TIME WITH ALL MY CLASSMATES!
I met Rai, Faz, Jeff, Cheryl an Matt at bedok interchange before gng to school. Well, actually i met Matt on the train, we were standing nxt to each other and we were not aware of it till we reach the interchange. LOL! hahaha. We took bus 14 and met Zheng Jie and Tresca. See that big bear in the picture? Kenneth got that bear for Mrs Soh, that's a super huge bear, all of us were dying to carry it arnd the school, hahaha. I miss all the teachers and friends in sec school. I really love those sec school moments, had so much fun, laughters and nonsense:) Poly is well.. "I have my clique, you have yours, so please do not come and interfere our business". LOL. Sec school is the only place where you and all your friends are all so innocent and naive, maybe cos we saw each other grow, since sec 1 till we graduate. But in my current school, we just knew each other, barely know each other's background, so there's this lack of confidence and trust amongst the class. Other than those who are closer to you. I can proudly say I'm only able to place my trust in my girls, as in my clique. As for the class, we may be talking to each other, but the closeness is just superficial, there is still this distance-thingy btwn us. I really wonder how we can overcome this problem. I really wanna restart sec school again.
Have been studying law, memorising all the law cases to support my answer. Gonna attempt the tutorial questions soon. I hope i will be able to do better than MST and get better grades:) Well, all the best to all my classmates and schoolmates which are the DEPM/02 and DEPM ppl. My sec school friends, which are the TMS ppl who are having their exams too^^

2010-08-30T03:37:00.001-07:00

AVS paper down, left with Law, Materials and Management. AVS was okay, i guess, But i have this feeling that I wont do very well. Oh well, what to do? There's just so much for me to rmb, and when it's time to pen it down, I just forget everything, only parts and pieces. I've paraphrase a lot of answers cos i just couldn't rmb the exact thing. haha.
Gng back to TMS tmr:) Damn, i really miss sec school. No need to stress abt what to wear, tutorials, projects, presentation, MST and exam and my freaking GPA-.- But life goes on.. no point grumbling about it.
Law exam on the 7th sept, all the best people! YAY!! I wanna shop, but no $$. hahaha, Mummy just gave me $60 capitamall vouchers as my birthday present:), daddy gave me $20 tangs vouchers long long time ago and i have yet to use them. I've got $5 prima deli vouchers too. This means i can only shop at tangs and shopping centre own by capitamall. haha. Gonna cut my hair after exams! cant stand my hair anymore, freaking long and the weather's killing me.

2010-08-24T20:03:00.000-07:00

Yes, this is my new blogskin. It's time for a change yeah? hahha. Yup, all i wanna do is to sing ans dance like there's no one watching. I spead almost a quarter of my life getting affected by what others think and feel although i said i'm not affected at all.. it's a big fat lie. haha. I realised i always want others to feel good and comfortable by the things i do, if not, i'll try means and ways to make amendments for the plan. i'm really tired of that, it's time to live my life, my way. I wanna do things my way now, no more disruptions pls:)
Exams are startinf next week, trying really hard to memorise all the theory, think i need to get a 16GB brain memory cos there's simply no space in there anymore. When i memorise the nxt part, i've already forgotten the previous parts i memorised earlier on. LOL. the biggest joke yeah?
I really enjoy dancing, though i may not be a good dancer, but i enjoy how the movements made my body feel so free, like everything that was worrying me is gone. I may not be a a very confident person, but dancing showed me a whole new cherlyn, and i like that cherlyn a lot!:) I'm gonna continue dancing no matter what. hahaha.
I wouldn't say things at home have been better, but at least, there aren't getting bad, and I am glad this way. I'm gonna turn 18 real soon, for this, i know it's gonna be different, not gonna expect much either, hahaha. Woah, I've been thru almost a quarter of my life, that's really fast!! Soon, i'll be 20, the two and a huge zero, by then, i would have alrdy graduated from poly, the first thing i wanna do is to travel on my own, maybe a 1 week trip. I wanna explore things on my own.
I'm planning to study overseas, i bet everyone knows that, hahaha, gonna start saving, I wanna see the world, learn from all the adventures i embarked on, so that when I'm back, i can proudly say that I'm a much more confident Cherlyn:) I won't mind if i have to go overseas alone, it's time for me to be independent. Maybe that few years will as life-changing as the OCIP trip.
Ppl may say, why not go to local Univeristy, the standard in S'pore is so high and local Unis are good, like NUS, SMU etc. I know, i definitely noe. But I dun wanna spend my whole life here not knowing what the world is like outside.
One semester is gone like that, 4 more semesters and i'm done with school!, no actually, it's 4 more semesters and 6 months of internship, I'll be done with poly, graduate with a Diploma. Some ppl still ask me why didn't i choose to go JC. Well, you see, how many ppl out there have prejudice against normal stream students,i would say almost 45%. Though i may have done well in O levels and this has given me a chance to enter JC and not all normal stream students had this chance, or maybe shld i say, my school's normal students all did well and did not even wan to go JC. I can proudly say that we did really well, better than what the school expect us to be, but we didnt want to go JC. Maybe, they are just like me, we know what we want to do in life. Poly is definitely not slacker than JC, it's really stressful too, i think it's a more intense version of sec school. But it's a route i have chosen and i will go through it no matter how hard it may be.

2010-08-18T23:27:00.000-07:00

I guess no one is reading my blog cos im gonna reveal somethings here. I'm rather stressed up by school recently, exam is round the corner, and im really scared i wont do well. I just got elected as the exchange club sub-comm member, and this is really stressing me up quite a lot. I've gone back to school for some meetings to discuss about some camps we will be organising at the end of the year. I'm under the liaison, there was actually only me, but thank god zom offered to help me, if not i'm in dead meat. Im suppose to contact the primers and the adventure club as we need to borrow some camp eqiupments from them and we need primer to coach us on how to set up campfire. At least adventure got back to me, but there's still not news from primer. I need to finalise some things with them before the recce which is right after the exam.

I went for SPOT interview ytd and i think i did quite okay, but im quite reluctant to to join the programme, it seriously needs a lot of commitment which i am definitely not ready for. I want to do all those fun elective modules with my friends too, and not some current affair modules. Im in a huge dilemma, cos if i get into spots, i wont need to pay for my school fees and i will gain a lot of benefits from it. 75% of me doesnt want to get in and 25% wants to get in. see the massive difference.

Im am really sorry, i noe i will make things easier for you by getting in, all of you pin so much hopes on me, knowing that i have the chance, you guys are all so hyped up and happy for me, but im not really so keen in getting in. Im really stressed up by the situation im in right now. I hate this, but forgive me for being a little selfish this time, i gave up this rare opportunity, i really cannnot handle the stress level. I know this will make your situation more difficult, but please forgive me for not gng even giving it a try. I dun think i can handle my time wisely now. I shld be studying for my exam, but all im thinking abt now is the club and the programme. Im really tired. I wished tbat i can turn back the clock and all these would not have happened,

2010-08-16T05:28:00.000-07:00

Exam is round the corner and I'm not really really prepared i guess. I really hope i'll be able to do well in the exam and get a GPA of 3.8:D hahaha. Well, i dunno if it's a good thing for me to get to the SPSEC sub-comm, it's true that i get to noe a lot of ppl from all the different courses. However, it means more commitments too, more meetings and less time for myself. On the other hand, I want my Poly journey ro be a fulfilling one too.. I'm in such dilemma. tsk tsk. SPOT's interview on wed, i dunno why, but i dun really want to get in. But i want to lessen daddy's financial burden-.- That's I say im in dilemma, maybe i shld rename myself, I shld not be Cherlyn Ng, I shld be named Dilemma Ng!LOL. Argh!! rawr!! I shld really work during the holidays, but i have SPSEC during Hols too.. I dunno how, but I set my mind on it alrdy, im gonna take up shift work, like this, i can at least have a little time for myself and my novels:D Gotta go back to sch for meeting tmr from 2 to 4 and then back into revising. I'm gonna get a little something for myself as a birthday gift :} I noe this year's birthday will be a little different, so yeah, it's not gonna be like the past, but oh well, I'll be contented if everyone i love can celebrate with me, even though it seems a little difficult now. Hahaha, I dunno, who knows it's not as bad as i perceived things to be?!

2010-08-07T02:04:00.000-07:00

I have this nostalgia feeling in me since ytd. hahaha. Yes, it's YOG break! But it aint no break, it's time to mug for exams:( I used to love friday, but i definitely not ytd. hahah. school ended freaking late and i had to go back to sec sch. So yeah, if i make a trip back home then i'll be late. So i took a train down to tanah merah and walked all the way to sch. I WALKED. I dun remember to journey from the mrt station to school to be that far. Haha. Met up with all the awesome OCIP peeps ytd, we did a lot of catching up and grumbling.. It's been such a long time since we last met. Well, watched some OCIP clips ytd, felt a little like crying, i dunno why, maybe those were like the best moments in my life. I guess the memories i had in OCIP is so overwhelming, i just hope i could turn the clock and go back those days. I will never wanna forget those times i had in sec school, even if i have to forget some things in my life. Few weeks to me turning legal, i feel so old, im gonna be 18 soon, it seems like i just turned 16 ytd. Im not really looking forward to my birthday, LOL!! It just so happened that my last dance lessin falls on my birthday. hahaha. Cool, one last dance yeah? I guess i wanna continue with dancing, it's the only joy, the only way i can distress a little. Dance lesson is that short 1 hour, but i enjoyed it and hope it will be a little longer. Dancing allows me to forget everything on my mind, all those unpleasent stuffs. hahaha. Oh, ignore me, I'm really weird recently. Been really forgetful these day, see, im getting older. hahaha.

2010-08-05T03:59:00.000-07:00

Naz:)

Pei Min:)

Shermin:)

Just the 4 of us<3

I just love being with the girls! they are this awesomest bunch of ppl, you will nv get enough of fun and craze-filled moments! hahaha. We tried Naz geeky specs just now and camwhore a little, decide to all use it as our fb display pic! hahaha. Damn funny just now, we were gng for EMC just now, our class's at 4 lvl and the lift in under "MAJOR MAINTAINENCE", so we had no other choice but to climb up the stairs, we tried pressing for the lift at the second floor and realised it's actually working, so we decide to take the risk, we entered the lift. But when the lift door opened, we'll still on the second floor. hahaha, we totally freaked out and ran out as fast as possible. hahhaa. EMC presentation was quite okay i guess, im just glad it's finally over:) Tmr's AVS lesson is at 2-4, then we'll have AVS presentation, guess i'll just have to rush down to tms from dover then... SPEC interview tmr, kinda nrevous.. hahaha, havent gone for interview for very long, i hope everything will turn out good tmr!:)

2010-08-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

Mon: Materials presentation
Tue: EMC dry run
Wed: POM and Law presentations
Thurs: EMC presentaion
Fri: AVS presentation+ SPEC sub-comm interview
Look at the number of presentations i have this week. It sure drives me nuts!! AVS lecturer is absent cos he had asthma and food poisoning, Poor thing. With this, it also means that we missed a lesson.. and it's our last chapter/lesson before the exam!!! So, another lecturer, Mr Chin had to take over the class and replace the lecture we were suppose to have on Mon to Fri. That means i will only end school at 3!! I have a freaking SPEC xub-comm interview on friday at 1.40pm, gotta skip part of the lecture just for the interview, if we ask for a relocation of time, we'll be arranged at the last slot-.-

OCIP get together on Fri, kinda looking forward to it:) Haven't met those bunch of cool peeps ever since we graduated, or rather, we havent be hanging out tgt ever since we came back from our trip. Really really miss those times we had in Cambodia!!

Exam is round the corner and I'm not even half ready for it, I'm gonna mug my way thru the YOG break. This so reminds me of O lvls. Come to think of it, it's been 8 months since the release of results and a few months away to mark our first year of grduation from sec sch:) that's really fast, then I'll be in semester 2 alrdy, next april i'll be in year 2 and no more a freshie.. sad!! hahaha. The Babes and I are planning to crash the freshies' welcome party next year. hahaha. Time really flies, we grow up too fast, i dun even have time to stop and take a look at the surrounding, or even enjoy my years in school. hahaha. Oh well, I'm really not looking forward to gng out to the society to work, working part time is alrdy killing me, I prefer sch to work. Of course, sch can be quite sucky, but not as compared to working. I'm definitely not gonna take up an office job, Cherlyn is no OL!! I want to go arounf, relate to ppl and not staying in that office ith partitions arnd, face the comp and work like a machine.. No way! Hope tt events industry will be the right job for me:) But i still wanna be a sch counsellor:) But maybe I'll start with being a pre-school teacher first after a few years in the events industry. I'm gonna get a degree in psychology and business:) I'm greedy, I noe:) I dun even noe if i can handle the stress for one degree and here I am, thinkig=ng of getting another degree. Wait, I dun even have a diploma yet.. hahaha. I must work really hard for my GPA then. GO CHERLYN!! GPA 3.8!!

2010-07-31T22:42:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday, and i am having my Pre-Monday blues. Am really having a serious craving for ice-cream or ice-blend. I've learn a lot this year, realised I've grown up, my friends too, we think differently. Maybe because I've been thru quite a lot, i tend to think differently, well, it's a fortune in disguise then. Well, talked to my junior ytd, I haven been talking to him for a while cos im always tired after school, especially on those days when you have so much to do, and all you ever want to do is to procrastinate. Wydre, my bestie since sec sch and i talked to him abt his sch. I chided him a little i guess, and i wont blame him for being pissed. I'm am truly worried for him. The tot of me doing my tertiary education now makes me feel im no longer the same, im alrdy grown up. That means, there will be some point in my life, i wont be able to help him anymore, cos we'll all have to move on with our lives and do what we aspire to do. Seeing him not reaching his goals worries me. I've beem thru everything that he is gng thru and i dun want him to regret his decisions, i really want him to live his life to the fullest, but it aint gng this way. I guess his really tired of failing. he must be thinking :"so what if i work so hard, i still fail. It just hurt me even more when i fail. I dun think anything will change by working hard and let nature take its course." NO.. this isnt how things shld be like. Ive been thru all that too, I failed, teaachers told me not to aim for the impossible, ppl see look at me differently cos im in NA, sometimes i dun get support from ppl whom i love most. There are many a times i feel like giving up. I remembered how i cried over my results but no one knows, I've got into some sort of depression during my preparation period too, i cried while studying and i totally lost it. I know what i want, but sometimes things just dun go my way, especially when i've put in so much effort and yet nth has changed, it just makes me feel even worse. I didnt want to give up cos i dun wanna regret my decisions. I tried really hard, cos i rmembered what Shalyn told me, she told me to start believeing in myself cos she has nv stop believing in me. I may not be really happy now, but at least, i fulfilled the dream i had back then. I still have a lot of things to work towards now and in future, and this makes life quite sucky, but i will continue to work extremely hard. Ijust want him and maybe, my sis and some to understand that whateveer you are gng thru now may be the biggest thing in life and you may think that it is impossible for you to handle it, but it isnt. This is just some eniee miniee part of your life, its like a preparation camp for you to face what's awaiting for you out there. You have to be strong and move on, make the right decsions and really, start believeing in yourself.

2010-07-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

Alright, it was a super long day today, weather's really good, its the best time to sleep. But i spend 90% of i in school-.- Peimin and i took 2 mins to walk to our sch.. we broke record.. hahaha, we literally flew there and its damn far!! hahaha, we have turbo-legs!!! Did AVS practical, damn cool!! Shermin and i were saying to click 5's jenny. hahahaha. So yeah, stayed back in school till 5 with Shermin and we talked abt everything under the sun, nice talking to her:) Then we went to the SPOT briefing tgt, after hearing it, i felt like there's very litter chnace of me getting into it, i dunno if i can commit and handle it.. But i guess im gonna try for the interview. Even if i cant get thru, i still have Love and relationship and i think its gonna be quite interesting. If i get in, i'll try my best to handle and manage my time well, but i dunno if i can really do that. A lot of things are running thru my mind. Those who gets into SPOT will be like 17 and i think there will be very little ppl who are 18, futhermore, most of them will be from communication school and business school, bet there will be very little Architecture and built environment students there. This will voice down to me being quite left out and out of place. Oh well, no point worrying so much abt it now, we'll see how things goes:) All i wanna do now is to do well in my Semester exam and get a gpa of 3.8, hopefully, get a good vacation job anad end some money.. of course, spend more quality time with my fmaily, sec sch friends and my current poly darlings:)

2010-07-27T04:43:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna blog a little before i switched off my laptop:) School haas been really hectic, as usual, i'm not complaining, I'm just hoping for the best, i really wanna do well for my semester exam and test, so i"ll have to start cramming soon, and i reakky mean SOON! hahaha. Had quite a few presentations last week, i think that was why last week passed so quickly. Well, this week is gonna be be quite busy too, I've gotta start preparing for all the presentations next week, there are 3 presentations next week, if i include the material's one, it will make four.. awesome!! Presentations are making me a little crazy, cna you see my hair all standing. Sooner or later, i'll be able to join the pandas in the zoo too. LOL. Anyway, SPOT emailed me, they invited me to a briefing this fri and then followed by an interview, this will determin if we will be able toget into SPOT programme. Well, SPOT is some sort of scholarship programme, I want to get into SPOT, mainly because this will really lighten my family's financial burden.The sch fee in Poly isn't cheap, so yeah. But only 150 will be selected, I'll just pray really hard:) Anyway, they had their 1st interview alrdy, but i wasnt shortlisted, i was kinda dissappointed,and now, they are inviting me again, so if i dun get shortlisted this time, i'm really gonna give up on SPOT. hahahaha, needa move on with life ain't it? LOL. I'm trying my best to clear all my tutorials and projeects. Pheww..

2010-07-24T20:49:00.001-07:00

IT'S SUNDAY!! the week just zoom pass like this, damn fast, but i like it, it means YOG break is coming:) but it also equates to semester exam nearing:( F1 stage is also done, just some cutting and pasting to do. YAY! there are a few more presentation to do and im donw with it:) Gonna start stuying soon, this term seems more difficult, unlike last term where i could at least understand some things, but this seem quite.. i dunno how to phrase it, it's just really stressful, i hope nst semester will be better for me:) *fingers-cross. I wanna do will for the exam!!! hahaha, like who doesn't. LOL

2010-07-17T01:41:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Daddy!!
Had my first salsa lesson today! hahah, it was really fun need to thank Aunt Jenn, Muachx!! well, Most came with their partner, but we rotate partners, so we get to dance with everybody. I accidentally hit one of the guy, really really sorry.. lost count of beats and kinda like, you noe, dance like some sort of octopus. hahahaha. So sorry if i trip on you guys..xD Whoops. hahaha. Salsa is kinda different from Cha Cha, but the count is still the same. Right, gotta carry on with all the poly projects.. there is to much to do, but i just dunno where to start with.

I'm so looking forward for the next lesson

2010-07-14T04:06:00.000-07:00

Naz [one of my babes] and I during networking event

The the "almost-done" stage i did with my darlings

Its been so long since i last posted pictures. hahaha. Had Mad Jack for lunch ytd with my babes, then we went to 313 to shop, but too bad, i had no money, spend too much alrdy. hahaha. Had networking party just now for EMC, had to dress formal, i officially delcare that i cannot wear formal clothing, those killer heels are definitely killing me, feel damn weird, hahaha. i bet ppl were thinking why are we dressed like this. haha. finally finished my brochure, but the alignment is really out, that means my brochure is kinda screwed. i really hope it wont affect my marks. LOL. joined SP journey for YOG with the babes, damn excited. haha. had so much fun with them, i have so much plans with them too. Love them to the max!! hahah. yay!!

2010-07-11T00:28:00.000-07:00

oh rightm everyone is on the WC craze mode. I tot i will be able to catch the finals, but oh well, doubt i'll be able to keep my eyes open till then, unless i stick the toothpick in to leave my heavy eyelids. hahaha. Sch hasnt been really good so far. Law is seriously taking my life, it's killing all he healthy cells in my body. Im gonna go down to PoMo with my darlings (Peimin, Shermin and Naz) to get our brochure printed for the communication class. Having a networking event on wed, im really not looking forward to it, it's just weird, there are 6 classes for DEPM but we dunno anyone from other classes, other than commando (Jet) and some other ppl. O1 is suppose to be our buddying class, but we are just super duper seperated, we dun even talk to each other. this is so unlike sec sch where we say hi to ppl from all over the places, just because we are all in the same school. maybe SP is too big. haha. Was suppose to spend a day out with my sec sch classmates ytd, but there were changes, they said they wanna postpone the thing to nxt sat. I'll wont be able to make it then since my salsa class starts nxt week. hahaha.

Bear with it, get use to it, understand the changes.

2010-07-05T03:19:00.000-07:00

It's MONDAY!!! DAMN, im so glad its over, i treated myself to this super big piece of chocolate, think im growing fat. I think we were quite mean during lunch break just now, but oh well.. Ive got endless assignments. Celebrating daddy's birthday tmr, Jolene Ng says that sushi tei is so boring as asked me to do research on where to eat-.- she said its my job to plan. Oh pls!! Being in event mgmt doesnt mean i have to go thru all these agony, ive got enough of it in school. Well, searched for some restaurants, see if she's okay with it, if not, she'll do the researching cos i still have tons of incomplete work and a very tight schedule to follow. I realised everytime after i say bye bye to my mum on the phone or when we drop her off at her place, i will have theis weird feeling, and i will tend to hold back my tears unknowingly. LOL. oh well.. get use to it cherlyn, you're a big girl now, gng 18 in a few months time. hahaha. I miss sec sch a lot , i mean, really a lot. we used to be so pampered in sec sch, and now, when we are in poly, we are all left to our own device, needa practise a lot of discipline, cos we tend to slacken really easily. Hope i can really get through 3 years of poly, well, not exactly 3 years cos the last semester i'll be on attachment. 4 weeks and 4 days to YOG break!! Woohoo, it's okay if we dun have youth day, We've got 3 weeks of YOG break! Beat that!! hahahaha.Maybe i shld return to sec sch one day, really miss everybody there especially the teachers=) hahaha

2010-07-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

AVS:67
POM:93
Materials:90
Law:76
It's all finalised=) I feel so much better now after knowing all my reuslts, Projects are piling up, endliess Assignments for me to finish, i feel so suffocated. LOL. Guess this is POly.Went shopping with Naz and Shermin ytd.. finally shopped!! haha. Most probabay having an outing with my sec schmates next Sat=)Miss them a lot a lot!! Daddy ask me how will i feel if mummy moves back, i was quiute unprepared for this qn. Well, Im fine with anything, just as loong as they are happy and that history doesnt repeat itself again. I know daddy wanna patch up with mummy but they are lot of things hindering it. Well, if mummy is happy with her life now, i'll support her cos afterall nth changes the fact that she's my mum, i love both my parents, if they think that the decisions they made are right, I'll go along with it, though it is quite difficult to face it. Like what i said previusly, being able to accept the situation doesnt mean we can face it. Oh well, i got a hang of it alrdy, found my bearings and im really glad that ive got all my family members and friends accompanying me through this ordeal. But whatever the decision may be, I respect it. Oh well.. Let's all just hope for the best=) I WANNA SHOP AGAIN!! CANT GET ENOUGH OF SHOPPING! But im getting broke:( hahahaha.

2010-06-28T03:37:00.001-07:00

Okay.. im seriously not blogging a lot i guess. Nothing interesting has happen recently. hahaha. oh well. I've miraculously survived a term of school=)*see me beaming with joy. hahaha. tt means i have 33 months to graduation. HAHAHA. School reopen today, well, Sally Ng sure gives us a lot of heart attacks on the first day of school, like what's new. Spend 2 weeks of Hols at home doing project and watching dramas.. my poor laptop, haha, it's been hard on you. hahaha. got back 2 papers today. I think i did quite okay.
Materials:90/100
Audio Visual system:67/100
Didnt expect myself to pass AVS cos i rmb cursing under my breath when i saw the paper. haha. Well, the worst is yet to come, I think my law will be disastrous=D Whoops, i just wanna do well and get a GPA above 3.7, i hope its feasible. 5 weeks and 4 days to YOG break!! YAY!! then there comes our 2 weeks of semestral exams and after that, it will be our one month break!! hahahha. shiok!! Woohoo!! Gonna work then, needa earn money, i wanna buy a polariod and a nikon d3000=) expensive. hahaha. Daddy's birthday round the corner, saw a jap buffet restuarant in Peimin's 8days magazine. Maybe we can celebrate there. But it's quite expensive.. oh well... this shall be all then..

2010-05-07T08:17:00.000-07:00

Okay, it been long since i last updated my blog. haha. well, a lot of things have taken place, and i just dunno how to put it in words. some good and some bad. i shall not ruin everybody's mood. LOL. first and foremost, im getting use to sch and tt's a good thing. hahaha. though project and tutorials are piling up,but i still have fun with my awesome grp of friends esp, shermin, Naz, Peimin and Vinnie. have been laughing so much i think i'll have 6 pacs on my cheeks soon. hahahaha. but we ought to control a bit cos ppl may not like it... then followed an inter-school outing organized by matthew, had absolute fun, took quite a number of pic, lazy to post here, see my fb if you want. ahahaha. i miss everybody a lot!!! i mean my sec sch friensds, like terribly. hahaha. well, we're gonna meet again arent we? having NTUC-U run thing during the weekends, gotta report at 12mn tmr. there goes my slp..
went shopping with my sis and aunt jen today, bought two tops, i shorts and a dress. my aunt paid for everything. Thank you!! i love you!! took 518 back home.. journey damn long, i think i can fry an egg on the spot i sat, hahaha.

2010-04-15T20:12:00.000-07:00

GOD!! Orientation ended, It's time for school!! NO more slacking for Cherlyn anymore.LOL. Come to think of it, my Hols are actually quite short. saw my timetable. LOL. i dunno what to say, lectures all the way.haha. well, at least it's not as bad as the business students and archi students. hahaha. made quite a number of friends, my class is great! haha. Went to chinatown for SP flag day ytd, damn hot, but the ppl there were really really nice, they all let me stand in thier shop to take shelter. They kept saying "come in girl, the weather is so hot, later you fall sick" haha. the donated to me, ask their customers todonate to me too. hahaha.Thank you uncles!!! hahaha. Im officially sick, and burnt. hahahahaha.see,sth's wrong with me, i sick alrdy still can laugh, LOL. i wint be attending FOWA camp tmr then, sorry cranberries, i really wanna join you guys,, but if i attend the camp,thibk i'll have to crawl to sch on monday. But i really really hope to meet you guys. I men=an, we can have family outing or sth.

2010-04-11T01:48:00.000-07:00

SPSU CAMP WAS AWESOME!!! My goodness gracious me, it's tiring though. hahaha. got sunburns everywhere. lol. oh well, it's all worth it. LOVE cranberries, my daddy (artoo deeto) and mummy (tinkerbell). Feel like gng to their weekend camp too. lol. we'll see. haha. i lost my voice, yup, brain not functioning well either, im still in the camp mood. haha. i kinda regret not joining the disco nite during camp, but oh well, i was too tired, so it just voice down to cherlyn in dead. haha. made a lot of friends in camp!! haha, but most of them are from business sch, onli a few are from ABE. haha.

2010-03-30T23:17:00.000-07:00

GNG OUT WITH JOLENE NG TMR!! Well, i cant celebrate her birthday with her this year, so i brought forward the birthday treat to tmr. Funny thing is i dunno what will we be doing. LOL. Opsie Daisy. hahaha. i have nth muxh to blog about recently, most of it are quite private, i prefer to write it in my diary instead.

this is to one of my close friend:
Im sorry if i hurt you, but you must have somehow realise that ive changed in some way or another, i noe we've always shared everything tgt and not neglect either party. Sth ive realised recently changed my perspective of you, well, i still love you, no doubt, but it's just that some things cant be put in words. Let me tidy my emotions, and i'll make sure the same old cherlyn will be back. worry not. i noe you are super pissed with me right now.

This is to the 2 person i love:
things are not gng your way recently, i noe, there's no need to hide, i see the room light switched on everyday, i noe what's gng on inside. I just wanna tell you that, make decisions that you wont regret, no one will foce you into sth you're not comfortable, make decisions that you think are the best for you. everyone's just tired with the long gng battle... just let go if you want, no one's gonna blame you for that.

2010-03-29T00:19:00.000-07:00

can you see the algea on me, yes! Im rotting. Dunno what's getting in my head recently. All i wanna do is to rot at home. I dun wanna go anywhere now, nth appeals to me. Well, i wont have time to rot at home anymore when sch starts.. in 2 weeks time. it's so fast. omg... im half excited and anticipating it, half dreading it too.. oh noo. i received a letter on sat saying i can apply for scholarship, okay.. woah, that's a good thing.. but im scared that i'll be the odd one out. you see, the express kids wil be the maajority in sch while the NA ppl like me will be the minority. Dad wants me to try, im gonna try, why let the chance slip pass right? but it really worries me about me being the minority, i dun wanna be the odd one. Oh man, i miss sec sch.. dun get me wrong, i definitely dun miss the GCE O lvl part.. it's the worst part of sec sch. Right now, im worried that i'll be lost in the sch and there will be no one to guide me. LOLs.. seriously, if there's a GPS system for human, i'll will get one for myself, so that i wont get lost.. hahahaha.. it's fun getting lost, onli if you have no task on hands, just you and the world alone. that will be cool. camping next week.. hahaha..

2010-03-26T03:14:00.000-07:00

went o SP today with Matt and Chiam to do the enrol thing,got my student card... i lokk terrible, so i shall hide it underneath my bed so no one will see it. hahahaha. Did my configuration just now with Matt.. a lot of things to do, haha. when we walked pass the classrooms (where we're suppose to configure our laptops), we tot that lessons are gng on and we darent enter. LOL!!! haha, got a feel of how it feels like to have lesson in SP. haha. Spent 2 hours plus configuring our laptops and left the sch. Can you believe i just join a camp like as in, i was inform of the camp today and i just decided to join. LOL. It's on 8-10 April at Sembawang campsite. Hope to meet some of my coursemates. Im so afraid i'll get lost, i mean what can you expect from cherlyn when she can get lost in sec sch. lol. It's a student union camp, yes, student union, no more student council. haha. It's quite cool though. Im so excited abt sch, but scared at the same time.. im scared i wont be able to socialise with ppl from my class and maybe nt adaptiing to the sch.. oh well. there's nth i can do.. i just hope for the best. LOL.

2010-03-18T03:32:00.000-07:00

Koh JaeAnn went home alrdy.. the house is more quiet now. Wasnt able to sleep peacefully for the past 4 nights, she's difinitely a monster, no doubt. But she's adorable too.. so adorable, you dun even noe how to get mad at her. hahahahaha. she brought so much noise in the family, but also,she brought us so much joy and laughter. Bet if you see me now, you'll think you see a panda from afar, haha.

2010-03-10T17:29:00.000-08:00

Mum: great grandma... she passed away
Me: orh
Mum: you wanna go to the wake?
Me: where?
Mum: Boon Lay
Me: *eyes wide open
Mum: *chuckles a bit* you go arrange with your aunt
My great grandma just passed away this morning, we all knew her death was imminent.We'll defintely go to the wake, but the thing is that i knw i wont cry at all, it's scary to even think abt it. Well, 6 years ago, my unlce, whom im not close to died in a construction site, i cried so hard for him, 5 years back, my grandpa died and i cried almost everyday knowing that he's someone i love most, and now, the news of my great grandma's death,i really have no feelings abt it. It's appears to me that im gonna attend a stranger's wake instead.. have i become some cold-blooded animal? i hope not, i din talk to my great grandma before, we onli meet once a year during CNY, but stop meeting each other a few years back. No matter what, she's still counted as a close relative, but it just seems so indifferent. well, if you get what i mean. I wont be gng to the TMS grand carnival given the situation like this. oh well..

the surreal truth

2010-03-08T01:54:00.000-08:00

Hello?? Anybody there?? I hope i can take control of the time, cos time is simply going by so slowly, i tot i'll onli turn 18 in the next 100 years... Great grandma's not in good condition, the doc says she'll be either gone this week or next. Well, maybe letting go will make things easier for everybody. Yeah, letting go. it always seem so easy to tell others to let go and say the onli solution for the problem is to let go. But it's not all so easy as it seems isnt it? there are many a times when i told myself that im ready to let go and face the journey ahead of me, i realise it din work that way like i planned. I knew i was ready, but when reality hits, i could do nothing, but just let the rivults of tears stream down my cheeks, sometimes i have to hide my tears cos i dun wan anybody to see the weaker side of me. Esp when there are ppl arnd me whom i wanna protect by all means, i dun wan them to see me break down, or mayb e, i just want them to keep onli the pleasant sight of me. Sometimes i can no longer recognise myself cos im so lost in the situation. School, i guess, is the best hide out place. A place where i can get myself busy with sch work, a place where i can forget everything but onli spend time with my friends. So many things have happened recently, some ppl might have known waht happened, but no matter how much they try to assure me that i'll be alight, i know i wont be. It's true that i want to know how's the situation, but when i know, i just hope that it's a dream, you may say that im living in constant dilemma. Everyone told me that they hope that i wont be affected, but how's that possible even thouigh i assured them that i'll stay strong. everyone knows it's not possible, i tried to be strong by smiling and getting myself immense un something, but there's nothing i can do to get the issue out of me. You can say that im forcing a strong front. I know im old enough to handle all these issues, but im just not strong enough, at least not enough to let go. No matter what happens, i'll try to hold on, though, for those ive tried so hard to help. Im created to face new endeavours, so i can pass on what ive learnt to mr future generations.

2010-02-28T20:46:00.001-08:00

Hello Wello.. WONDERFUL!! CHERLYN = ONE-THE-FOOL??? hahaha.. Im limping arnd the house now, onli have one good leg and one good hand left. This is the story, on a peaceful saturday morning, cherlyn the clumsy girl woke up early just to go jogging with her sis, well, it's becoming her routine to jog every alternate days. They went jogging for no less than 200m, cherlyn clumsily tripped over a curb, and "POOF". She lay flat on her floor. No knowing how to react, her sis and her sat on the floor and laughed for a good 5mins before limping back home. Yeah, it's lucky i din land with my face down or else you'll see my head wrapped up like a mummy, this will give a very good reason for plastic surgery!!! then maybe i'll tell the doctor to make me look like hmmm... let me see, Angelina Jolie?? LOL!!! jkjk.. I cant write now, cant even hold a pair of chopsticks properly.. I've invented a batheroom dance, cos im practically jumping and moving arnd so that the water wont touch my woundssss.... see that, it's in plural form. HAHAHAHAHAHA. though it's kinda terrible and super duper painful, but it's kinda good cos my parents din ask my to run errands for them and i get to order my family memebers arnd like "sis!! can you get me some tissue?" (shows bambi eye) hahahaha. oh well..

2010-02-21T19:43:00.000-08:00

hello.. bet everyone stop visiting my blog cos i haven been updating lately, Jolene nagged at me till she gave up. hahahaha. well, nth exciting is really happening in ly life roght now. Got quite a number of photos, bbut lazy to even upload. haha. Been into reading recently, finished 11 novels in 2 months!! haaha. Starting with Eat, Pray, Love. Aunt Jenn bought me this novel on Valentine's, she wrote this on the cover page:
To Cherlyn,
for a smooth-sailing and romantic love lfe ahead.
Hahaha. Thank you!! I love the book a lot, really humourous. Really want school to start, im gng to a poly alrdy!! can you believe it? but some of my family members are atill asking me why i dun wanna go JC when i qualify. i really dunno how to explain ot, it's just this feeling in me that tells me that poly would be the right place for me. Perhaps, after seeing how my friends struggle in JC, i came to a conclusion that gng thru Os is enough, furthermore, i cant prepare myself to sit for another national exam in less than 2 years. What more, i dun think i will be able to accept the fact if i'll be retained. So SP, here i can. quite o few of my classmates are in SP too. But most of them are in business courses, onli for nad, she's in mass comm. While im in events management. A course im kinda familiart with after organising all the events when i was in council. Frankly, im glad i was in council, organising events is not sth easy at all. Esp at our age, we have to do everything ourselves, teachers are onli there to guide us, but mostly, we are all on our own. hahaha. I hope i wont be blur again, cos this course requires precision, it's not longer organinsing school events anymore, it's a real thing now. OMG!! im so looking forwad to school and the ppl i'll be meeting=)im still waiting for my enrollment package... my gooseness. 1 month after the release of results.. my butt is still stuck here waiting for the enrollment packge.. haha. lol. but it's alight, i can still wait.

2010-01-22T19:01:00.001-08:00

First week og work.. kinda okay, made quite a few mistakes here and there, lol. MRT are always damn crowded, well, at leadt its not so bad in the morning. The problem is when i go home, i really wish i could teleport. Take ytd as an example, i just have to stnad in front of the MRT door, dun even need to move an inch when the door opens cos ppl at the ppl will literally push you into the train (it happens to me everyday).. thisexplains why s'reans are names "kiasu". so there i was, being squashed up in to train, cant even turn arnd, there was this womanbehind me figeting away, fussing arnd with her handbag, wonder if she realise that she had been hitting my ass with her bag constantly..as if she was hitting the drum or sth. Then this woman in front of me was practically leaning onto me cos ppl in front of her were pushing her all around, cant blame her, the man standing beside me, well, kept staring at me and later shift his gaze to my chest.. i dun mean anything, but it's uncomfortable having another gender staring at that part. So you see, i have a woman hitting my ass at the back, woman in front leaning onto me, man staring at mr. Coincindentally, "No Air" was playing on my mp3.. i was really breathless. for a moment, i tot mrs ang (ex-cem teacher) lied to me abt the 20% oygen in air, cos i believe there was only 1% aarnd me ytd. I went for lunch alone everyday.. it'sa little lonely, but i gotuse to it anyway, you what i'll be when im immersed in a book.. hahah. i spend 1 whole hour reading. Rmb i said i dun like the opposite gender to stare at that particular spot.. i haven this cleaner starring at me when i was eating ALONE. Im not saying i have big boobs or whatsoever cos i mine is just ordinary, but can ppl stop staring?!! i realise they only stare when i was alone.. it's damn irritating. I wasnt wearing low cut either. there are many others out there who has bigger boobs than me, mine is just a normal one, so stare at theirs instead chikopek!!! or maybe, you can go stare at the cow's one...lol. sorry, it wasnt suppose to be a boobs discussing session here, but it feels really irritating. lol

2010-01-21T04:56:00.000-08:00

4th day of work.. God, can you imagine i can even write dairy when i have nth to do. But everytime, all the work will come when im gng home. LOL! It's a one month job, so will work till CNY. pay is good, but workload is also a lot. hahaha. Just gonna earn a little pocket money b4 poly starts, i cant depend my parents forver rite? i dun wanna always ask them for money to buy new clothes, i mean they have their own difficulties too, who knows. haha. oh well. My sis told me she forgotten all abt LCM and HCF.. right, i taught her over and over again. i cant complain much either, i was once like this in sec 1. hahaha. i failed maths terribly, lol. but i did well afterall these years right.. everyone can do maths!!! hahah. So Jolene Ng, you can do it too. She's the opposite of me.. she hates lit to the core.. so unlike me, lit is one of my favourite subject. hahaha. right, gonna end here then, damn tired.

2010-01-11T18:38:00.000-08:00

My worse nightmare is finally over!!! Can finally sleep in peace. Hahaha.
L1R5-CCA=12
L1R2B2-CCA=10
Everyone qualifies for poly!! so i igess it's a job well done for the class of 2009. haha.I'll most probably go SP to do integrated events and project management then do psychology externally. My family and friends were all happy for me, our hard work did paid off=)Congrats to matthew, shalyn, yuxian, chaim etc, they did really really well! So happy for you. Well, i saaw Haziq's mother hugging him ytd, she was crying, tears of joy, bet his mum must be damn worried for him, but he did well, scored 11 i guess, i could see how happy and proud his mother was, Good job 5/1! Thanks to the teachers too! Without all your constant nagging and accompaniment, we wouldn't have made it this far! Thank you to one and all in temasek sec! Of course, not forgetting my family and friends who encouraged and supported my throughout this ordous journey=)

2010-01-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

Results out tmr... i dreamt abt collecting results for 3 times alrdy. Hahahahaha.It's doomsday. Woah. Right, din manage to go to any open house this year. Well, i guess i kinda noe what i wanna do alrdy, the thing is that whether my results meet the requirements. Gng to work soon, it's my last day of work today, wanna say a big thank you to everybody in polar, you guys taught me a lot, will definitely miss all of you. Went to East Coast ytd for dinner, i had cravings for satay ever since O level started... Wanted to take some pictures but mr phone died.. it always happens, the luck of cherlyn. haha. oh.. i lost one of my contact lenses while working one day, the day right after Wan Li lose hers. hahahaha, im a smart ass right. Lol, then i had to open a new set of contacts, there goes my 10 dollars. Sis is asking me how to write some chinese characters, apparently i oforgot how to write some cos i din do chinese for 2 years. hahahaha

2010-01-03T18:25:00.000-08:00

Alright, first day of school for everybody, but no me. Results out nest week, wth, i dun care now. haha. I kinda scolded my sis ytd, indirectly. I bet she's really piss with me. Well, all of us seemed to have this perspective thinking that she hasnt put enough effort into her PSLE, we always believe what we see. She keeps sayingshe dosent noe how to study, does that mean everyone was born to noe how to study. we have to find ways and means to make sure that it's made possible. Now, things doesnt go her way, she din get into the school of her choice. Neither were her appeals successful, but there's not point fussing over it now, it's alrite to be disappointed, but when time comes, you have to accept the facts and move on, to make averything go right. Things din go my way too 5 years back, though i got into a pretty reputablee school, but i din get into the stream i always wanted. i got into NA when all my cousins got into express, how does tt feels like. when i was im sch, i felt so inferior, some teachers made it so clear that they are bias against us, while some ppl say we are slow and stupid, but what can we do? We still struggle thru 5 years tgt, makeing all this worthwhile. Life isnt fair in the first place, everything happens for a reason, it's up to us to make things right. So all the best to my sis and ppl who are starting sch today=) may this new year be a brand new experience for you.

2009-12-31T22:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! Well, i just quit my job at polar, nxt week will be my last. Hahaha. Well, i hope that 2010 will be a better year for everybody. Especially for my family and friends, 2009 had been a pretty tedious. The adults faced with the economic downtown and the teens, faced with national exam. Well, now that the economic is picking up, it's a good sign for all adults, 2010 will be a total brand new experience for the teens. We'll be in a new school, meeting new faces. hahaha. here's my new year resolution:
1)Enter a good poly
2)Able to do well for Os
3)Get into a course of my choice in poly
4)Everyone to be safe and healthy
5)Keep in touch with friends
6)last but not least, stay cheerful!

2009-12-24T22:07:00.001-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!HOHOHO!! Worked night shift on xmas eve, Daddy came to fetch me from work and we headed to our aunt's house for a BBQ feast. Well, it's kinda fun, haha. I'm off for these 3 days, gonna do some clean up, cant stand the mess in my house anymore. I think i might be returning to admin, if my mum can get me into her company. The pay is so much higher than my current job, regular working hours, Off on weekends and public holidays, it's so much better than the Polar job. Im not exactly grumbling abt my job now, i learnt quite a lot of things and gain many experience thru this job, but i guess it's not quite suitable for me, esp when i cant work well with this particular person. Well, even if i dun get a job at my mum's company, I'll quit at the end of jan... haha

2009-12-21T02:45:00.000-08:00

i noe my blog is boring. no photos, posts are short. haha. but i really have no photos to load, havent been taking photos ever since i started working. well, just came back from work, lol, sis says i smell like milk. What do you expect to smell from a person whi works in cafe. haha. Approx 2 weeks to the collection of O lvl results. that's fast, but who cares, i really wanna noe my results. I hope this whole year of hardwork wont to down to drain=) S'poreans are the worst to serve, the richer they are the more snoobish they are. They are always the ones who demand the most, they are also the ones who complain the most. Even how ridiculous they may be, we must still fake a smile and say "im so sorry.." Gosh... oh oh oh.. before i forget, it's chiam chiam's birthday today. Happy 17th Birthday!!!

2009-12-18T00:11:00.000-08:00

Work kind sucks recently.wonder if im the one who's pms-ing or what. sun think i cant stick my butt there for long. i tot i'll just work till the end of jan. but what am i suppose to do for the rest of the hols?HOLS sucks too!! i want school to start. well, i think onli a short holoiday will suffice. i just can stand myself trying to act as if i like that person while i dislike her. well, she's nice, but it's just that she's not the kind of person i would wanna work with. i start ti detest myself to being a hypocrite. the workplace is nice, but onli a few ppl here and there whom i do not like to work with. gosh.. what to do? i guess i'll quit on the end jan, meanwhile, i'll look for other jobs.

2009-12-09T21:58:00.000-08:00

I started working since last week at polar, the outlet and changi terminal 1 departure hall. Kinda fun.. but did quite a lot of mistakes here and there. haha. the working schedule is kinda funny, so sorry ppl if i dun go out with you, cos i'm simply tired, all i wanna do is to laze in bed (i noe i sound like a pig) haha. oh well, though i dun earn much as compared to the previous job, but i think i learn a lot through this job, it's worth it. i came to a conclusion that s'porean customers are the worse to serve.. they demand the most and complain the most. gng to work soon, off on sat. lol. 1 month to the release of O lvl results. really nrevous, wonder if i did well, i really wanna enter a poly and do a course of my choice. Gosh... I just pray that everything will turn out good. Breakout is coming back next year!! My sis and i are gonna go catch it most probably.. i was saying we go watch on valentine's but on second thought better not cos there will be so many couples there, we will be kinda out of place, like the two-single-idiots roaming on the street. haha joking.

2009-11-17T19:14:00.000-08:00

it was definitely a night worth remembering.. took a lot of photos. No one cried, we did all the crying during graduation assembly. haha. Thank you 5/1, though this year was hectic, we had some disagreements here and there, but we can never forget those times we had tgt, esp in the classroom and student centre. some of you were in the same class as me since sec 1, the others since sec3, those memories we forged were great and i'll nv want to forget.

2009-11-15T17:19:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! I've reached the 100th posts. haha. i'm kinda loser, after so many years of blogging, i finnaly have 100 posts. lol. Went for wedding dinner ytd, evrybody went like "you look so different"... of course some also say " you've grown fatter.. but you look normal la" well.. what to do? I NEDD TO WORK!! haha. i think it's cos i was wearing contacts and also partly due to my hair, i looked different. Apparently my phone went ding dong.. it cant read my memory card, so i can take photos, all the photos are with my sis. my aunt wants to bottoms up with me ytd.. i was half way thru the red wine, but my dad went like "nonononononono", then my unlces went " you dare stop drinking?".. haha, i pass the rest to my sis and so finished up for me. the waiter apparently din noe i was 17 onli, he ask if i want more wine. lol. i finished it all by myself. I dunno if it's the wine or what, i wasnt able to sllep after tt. haha. lol. it's nad's birhtday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADHIRAH!!! im gonna pop by her house later, it's a surprise, but hopefully she's at home. haha. GRADNITE tmr... finally. i think everyone is anticipating it, and it's gonna be a relief for all councillors too. im weird, everyone seem to be enjoying the freedom they have after Os... i tot i will too. But after having like 3 days of total freedom, where i dun even need to study, gng out w/o parents calling me to come home, i feel tired abt it. I'm just not use to the life i guess, im so use to studying everytime i get home or just stay in my to revise, but now.. haha..im gng bonkers, shalyn says she kinda expected me to be like this and junshen was saying he will teach me how to enjoy. lol.

2009-11-11T01:25:00.001-08:00

WOHOOO!! O lvl is OVER!! haha. Finally the gradnite tickets are issued. LOL. kinda anticipating it. haha. Gonna go to the airport with Shalyn tmr to look for job, gonna start working soon, you noe it's dangerous for cherlyn to be at home, she will just gobble down the whole apartment. haha. then, i'll collect my lenses on friday morning, then go shopping with sis. haha. she has been buging me sine like dunno when. Having my hairdo in sat. hahahahahohohoh... it's freedom!!! but im not gonna throw my books i guess.. who knows i need to retake *fingers crossed. haha 6 months of hols.. gosh.. tt's long.

2009-10-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

3 DAYS TO THE BIG DAY!!! DANG!!! hahaha. well, im kinda looking forward to Os, dun ask me why, i also dunno. LOL. Well, study break din help a single bit, cos this is what i'll do:
1)Study for the first 3 hours
2)roll around on the floor
3)walk to the kitchen and grab sth to eat
4)tries to get focus again
5)studies till 9
6)happily close my book and sleep=)
YUp, i'm growing fatter, i think i'll bloat up like a balloon and fly like one. Sci pract today, well, it went quite well, and seriously, do i look very different when i was in pri sch?
this was what happen. i placed my entry proof (oh, wait, did i mention tt i stupidly left my entry proof at home and had to spent 2 bucks on tt sheet of paper?) and my ez-link card on the work bench. So, during the exam, the invigilator actually wallk down and check, she happily took my ez-link card and took a long hard stare. i was like " can she go away? she's making me nervous", but she din. She continued staring at my card and even bother bending to take a look at my face, i finally gave in and looked up.
Teaher: is this you?
me:yup (forcing a smile)
Teacher: doesn't look like you!
me: it's really me(tries to smile again)
Finally, she left my work bench. LOL. I din study today.. just dun have the mood to anyway, felt so lethargic. I'm seriously tired, not as in the wanna-sleep kinda tired, but just tired of what im doing. I started studying at the beginning of the year for mid-years, after mid-years, i continued to study for prelims. Now, even after my prelims, im still stuck here studying. But tt doesn't give me the reason to let lose... gosh. i cant wait till 11th nov. Well, dun expect any posts form now!! i'll onli continue blogging after Os. Blogging rite now is not what im suppose to do... feeling guilty rite now.. Alrite, i guess i better stop here before the tinge of guilt in me kills every healthy cells in my body=)

2009-10-08T19:42:00.000-07:00

haha. yup, i finally updating my dead blog. i din plan to update till sihui said this "you must update your blog k? i read it you noe?" thks sihui. haha. haven been updating since the start of prelims. Now, it's 2 weeks to O lvls. Yes.. It's the big "O". It's was farewell assembly ytd, well, i told myself tt i wont cry, and i was very sure of that even when the assembly was taking place, but i could not control my tears when i got my teachers to write their well wishes on my class biography. it din occur to me that the year just went by like this and i dun want it to end. Though ive bitched about almost all the teachers, but i noe they cared for me. 3S, 4/8, 5/1, i really ought to thank you my making my life in sec school a meaningful and memorable one. every single one of you played a part. Though there are times we disagree with one another, but we got back really fast. I use to say that we are not united, but you guys proved me wrong. I use to say tt after this year, i wont really care and bother about you guys, but it's all wrong, i want this year to go on forever, cos you ppl meant a deal to me. I Love you guys!! Remeber we'll all celebrate out 21th birthday tgt k? haha. Now, it's our final lap, lets all give our very best shot and press on!! then we can party all we want!! hahaha.

2009-09-07T13:25:00.000-07:00

Didnt manage to do any studying ytd.. went to school in the morning to edit my coursework, came back home and then rush for tuition again till 7, by the time i came back home, i was completely biltzed out alrdy. Im continuing my revision later. haha. 6 weeks to O lvls and I'll be free, after Os, i'll burn all my books, seriously. It's time for party then, i can party all i want. But first of all, i'll need to change my appearance, i dun want my classmates to recognise me in poly.. Lol, i also dunno why. It's not tt i detest them, but i guess i just want a new start. I'll look for job once O lvls end... earn money so tt i can buy all the things i want.

2009-09-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

END OF PRELIMS!!! YAY!! haha. right, thks for all those birthday wishes and presents. haha. i think i've got the best birthday ever. haha. Even though i had prelims today, but i am still really happy! haha. I tot ppl will just forget my birthday cos its in the midst of prelims, but they din. haha.
Wydre and shen really scare the hell out of me today, haha, they just appear right in front of my room. LOL, apparantly, my sis lias with them. haha. Thank you so much darlings!!! haha.
Prelims are finally over, but tt doesnt mean tt i can let lose.. I'll continue mugging... starting only tmr. hahaha. i think i screwed my prelims... but there's nth i can do now rite.. all i have to do is to work hard towards O lvls=)
Thank you all!!! I Love All Of You!!! haha

2009-07-29T02:59:00.000-07:00

I noe i shouldnt be grumbling here.. But i just needed somewhere to write this. Maybe it's my fault, i shouldnt have shouted at her, here's there scenario:
girl: you've got to help me do the report..
me: but my report alone cant do much either.
girl: NO... it helps.. you gotta help.
me: i nooooeeee, but maybe you can include me in the report, so i doesn't seem so ambigous.
(girl 2 came along)
girl: (whining)cherlyn doesnt wanna help me!!!
(i stared at the girl with eyes wide open)
me: (raised my vioce a little) i din say i dun wanna help you!!
me: i said you can include me in the report!
girl: okay (with the non-chalant look)
i was having mood swing, so i cant stand anybody whining and impatient today. i apologised to the girl thru messaging and apparently dhe din reply. i said i was sorry for losing my anger and made my stand by telling her that she had some misunderstandings and din noe what i meant. but still she gave me the cold shoulder. i cant be bothered anymore, im just too tired.

two-sided

you were a friend
that i gave full respect to
you were like my diary
i told you every single details of my life
i love you companion
i love you presence
i enjoyed every moment with you
but you
a prisoner of you own perception
led me into considering
the value of our friendship
i wondered if our friendship got depreciated
i never thought
never expect
it would all end up like this
we thought that our friendship
was strong enough to withstand the storms
but today,
you proved me wrong
now i believe
everything is two-sided

2009-07-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

getting tired quite recently today, i guess it's due to the weather... it must be. I was so lucky, i studied healthcare for Social Studies mock exam and it came out. haha, but i was practically dozing off during the mock exam, Mrs Ng kept coming to my table to look at my answers, i thinks she's afraid tt i writing rubbish. LOL. My class was saying we wanna perform as a class for teachers' day, i think it cool luh, it's the best thing to before graduation. hahha.

Chasing Rainbows

I tried to find, the end of it
I trid to see where it begin
I found myself looking at the simplest thing
Sometimes, things seemed so complicated
But easy it is
It is the simplest painting in the sky
Yet, it has the most profound meaning,
It gives the velvet sky a story of it's own
Chasing rainbows, you can find no end
Finding it, you can find no beginning
Let the wind blow the dark clouds above you
Let the sunshine seeps through your ceiling
Giving you the rainbow you've been looking for
Your happiness never ends
Like how you can never find
The end of this mystical paintinig
Printed on the velvety sky.

the road not taken

2009-07-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

School has been a little hectic recently. Not much homework,more revisions and expectations. But i start to like school, strange, but true. i used to loathe school to the max, but now, i just wished i could have a little more time in school. 38days to prelims, 43 days to O lvl oral, 105 days to O lvls, 122 days to freedom and 184 days to collection of results. Time is running out.I'' be staying back in school to study with my friends, book consultation. I remembered last week, i was sitting by the library with shalyn during the free period, we were studying, apparently the lower sec seem to be over populated,there are not tables and chaird left at the library and we have to sit on the floor. haha. We saw this whole bunch of students waving at our direction.. we looked clearly, they were the councillor, i really miss them, i really miss thos ushering duties, wearing and complaining abt the court shoes and esp amazed the boys how we run in our shoes. haha. I saw my councillors and remembered how small they were when i first saw them, but now, im really happy to see them grow, i cant describe those feelings, but it feels like ive fulfilled sth. haha. I find this poem very meaningful: the road not taken.
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bend in the undergrowth
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing know how way leads onto way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
Is shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two road diverged in a wood, and I- -
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

2009-07-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

It's just the second week of school and im alrdy feeling the stress, i think im quite slack. When i rest, i felt a little guilty cos im not studying. Just finished my revision, tot i would blog abt sth. Oh, i just applied DPA ytd, hope i can get in (fingers-crossed). Received Prelims timetable ytd, i saw the papers and went like "WTH!!" Sad luh, have exams even on my birthday. haha. 42days to Prelims, im not gonna screw it up this time round, i really dun wanna get 28 points for O lvls. 4 months to O lvls.. time is running out, 25 aug is O lvl eng oral. I think my class all kinda felt the stress alrdy, all chionging like nobody's business, but the thing is that we do not appreciate ppl who tried to help us, when we get ourselves into some deep shit, out class will always find reasons from i-dunno-where and then we end up like we are innocent. i really think we need to reflect before O lvls begin. Everyone is falling sick, i noe it's near exams, but lets' all take care of our body,health problem prevails ambition.

2009-07-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

Just finish math paper 1 just now. Im still kinda confused on how shld i kick start my F&N coursework part B. I just realized my tuition - mate takes F&N too, cooool, but i guess both out schools have a very different opinion on the question, i was kinda amazed by how they decipher the question. haha. My portfoilio is kinda done, i just need the recommendation letters for CCA and the form teacher and im oficially done with it. Online application is opened on the 8th. Well, i really wanna get thru the direct poly, i guess it gives me a kind of affirmation that i'll be able to attend poly like other kids out there and also boost my confidence a bit for O lvls. I had a really bad dream ytd, i dreamt that my L1R5 is 28, L1R2B2 is 18. that's really bad. i hope it's really a dream. I'm sure it's not gonna happen, i'll get my 10 points. School is quite okay, now i wished i'll have more time, 4 more months to O lvls. My teacher gave me the O lvl confirmation slip last week, i stared at it and thought, "shit, this is so damn fast!" Teachers are all doing revisions with us, remedial everyday, mock exams on every friday. haha. it's tiring, but it really helps us get prepared. English oral nxt week... i hope i can do as well as my MTL oral, get a distinction. My teacher was telling us that we'll be wearing the uniform for another 4 months, and we'll be done with it, it's real freedom then. haha. Im not exactly looking forward for the end of O lvls, but hoping that i've alrdy collected my results. lol.

2009-06-24T20:44:00.000-07:00

Just came back from council camp ytd, felt so tired, lol. I've finally stand down from council, yes, finally. Im gonna miss council, especially the duties. haha. The camp was wonderful, went to sentosa to built sand castle, had so many sun burnts. haha. The stand down was great, though there was some delays here and there due to some problems, but it was worth the wait, i mean, it's really cool to have steamboat during stand down. haha during the stand down dinner, we made fun of joelle and mervyn, we said that we are attending their wedding dinner. lol. The nite walk was kinda okay, but i guess cos we are short of time, therefore we have more ppl in a group, thus defeats the purpose of nite walk. i was suppose to be stationed in a classroom beside the "tunnel" station, but it was locked, tt's why emelia and i were outside the corridor. lol. We did manage to scare some groups like vivek's and some others. The funny thing was, i got scared by guo wei. i was abt to jumped out and say boo then guo wei just appear rite in front of me. haha. I've actually prepared my stand down speech way before the camp, but i dunno why, i just forgot everything. so i guess i'll just have my proper stand down speech here.

stand down speech:
firstly i'll want to thk all the teachers esp miss lim cos i spent most of my time with her. She's my homec teacher in sec 1 and 2 then my F&N teacher from Sec3 till now. she gave me lots of advices on school worl, council and my life, witjoput her, i would have come this ar.
Im glad tt i wasn given the opportunity to join council, i have learnt so much in council, done so many "first times" here. If it's not for council, i wouldnt have the courage to make a speech and carry on to be the soft spoken and introvert cherlyn.
Definitely, i'll want to thk my batch of councillors, they left me so many fond memories i'll never forget. I'll like to thk shalyn especially, she has always been there for me, when i was troubled, happy or sad, i know she's always there for me. She has always believe in me, thru her, i learnt to believe in myself now.
To the current batch of sec 4s, i'll never forget you, ever since my batch of councillors graduated, i felt tt council is a little different for me, i feel kinda isolated, but with you guys, i felt not son different anymore. To clayton, Syafiq and Yolanda, enjoy being a sec 5, it's gonna be difficult, but at the same time, it's enjoyable, so you guys continue to rock on k?
Also to the sec 3s and 2s, though i dunno all of you well enough, but i noe, only with you guys, council will continue to be the council all of us wanna be in. After the stand down, you guys are gonna stand up and lead the juniors, dun be afraid of mistakes, it's what makes you grow, be strong.
council has given me a lot of opportunities, im glad that i was given a chance to be an exco member. thru council, i've grown and found myself. i dunno if ive been a good senior/ friend, but i hope during my stay in council, i've made a difference in you. it's been great to watch you ppl grow. thank you so much for everything you guys have done for me. I'll definitely miss you guys and i love council.

2009-06-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

Reflecting uopn my life for the past 4 and half years, ive grown quite a bit. I stepped out of my comfort zone, try out new things and attempted many 'first times', for this i can say that my journey in sec sch is a fulfilling one. I went thru ups and downs with my friends and families. St times, i tot it's the end of me, but there, i saw a ray light shining thru the dark tunnel, leading me towards the brightness. When i tot i was suffering the most in the world and no one can ever understand the pain i was gng thru, and there, i saw how contented one can be if they dun take things for granted, it was the OCIP trip that impacted me the most, showing me a new perspective of life, this trip is worth a million times it cost me. When i tot i was all alone, i realised that was not the case, i has everyone by my side. i've grumbled so much all the times, never did i realised that i am the most fortunate person on earth. Through all the ordeals i went thru, i found myself, a Cherlyn whom i really love to be. All these years, the ppl arnd me taught me all many invaluable lessons i can nv learn in schools.

2009-06-11T02:37:00.000-07:00

Good gracious me, it's gonna be my last day of school tmr.. finally. Seriously, i dun find this bridging programme of any help, teachers are not exactly teaching, what is really useful was F&N, went thru lot of stuffs. 9 weeks to prelims to be exact, time flies.
Damn, there's lots of mivies i wanna watch, but im broke.. haha. doubt i have the time though, must study alrdy, screwing mid years is kinda bad enough, i dun wanna screw prelims as well. lol. After class just now, nad, nab and i were waiting for us and complaining how broke we are, we realised we spend most of our money on stationaries. haha. We were like saying "ppl go shopping for clothes, we go shopping for stationaries." "people normally will say.. oh this clothes shop is having sales, we will go, popular's having sales". lol. only if the school sponser out fullscap, correction tape and pens. haha. im not trying to be cheapo here, but seriously, what do we spend most on.
Realised my blog has very few pictures, a bit not so colourful, very wordy... lazy to load luh. haha. Im kinda gng thru dilemma rite now, part of me wants time to pass quickly so that O lvls would be over soon, but the other part of me wants time to slow down cos i noe i'll miss sec sch alot hough i grumble a lot.
coursework part A is finally coming to an end. When sch reopens, we'll start on our coursework part B. at least part B is not as troublesome as A. rite, this song is stuck in my head for weeks. lol.

2009-06-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

okay i noe... it's been so long since i last update my blog. i have no mood to blog either. Mid years are terrible, extra school for the first two weeks for hols. well, it's been hectic for me, and i guess it's a time for me to reflect. i cant wait for Os to be over, seriously[can you see all those white hairs on my head?] went for photoshot recently. will upload them soon. erm, you can view them on facebook too, but yeah, i din rotate the photos, lee ann and a number of ppl complain abt it.. haha, sry... and pls, stop saying i look like chun li. haha. 4 more days of school. great grandma is quite ill.. hope she'll get well soon.
prelims in another 2 months!!! mug ppl mug!!

2009-05-19T20:47:00.000-07:00

oh right, i haven been updating my blog for some donkey years. haha. i screwed my mid years, getting my results tmr. but i wont cry or grumble, cos i noe i have not put in enough effort. it's alright i still hev prelim 2 b4 the actual O lvls. it's really time for me to concentrate on my studies .

well i went out wif humairah, nad and ameera. it's a wonderful day spent with them

2009-04-28T03:36:00.000-07:00

Weather is killing everybody, it's super duper warm, even after i bathe, im still perspiring. But today's weather is a little better, it RAINED FINALLY!!! haha. English paper and Sci prac this thurs, well, i dunno how im gonna fare, but it's mid years!! so yeah, i'll try yeah? haha. Sat is my F&N 'O' lvls practical, i was so super prepared last year, i finish cooking 4 dishes before time and still have time for wash up, but this year, im like super lost, it's not that im not prepared, it's more like i dunno how to be prepared for this. I hope it will turn out good. Just pray that i wont burn the kitchen. haha.
i feel that my family is a little cranky recently, like yeah, "mum and dad" problem, well, im not gonna bother abt it either cos i really find no point interfering, it just makes me miserable isnt it? lol. I'll just accept whatever comes by and concentrate on my priorities. it's not that my family isnt impt, but im not gonna make huge difference though, so i might as well focus on what's more crucial not and make everyone arnd me proud than getting fuss up on things like this and get nowhere.

plans for cherlyn:
get into ngee ann poly
do phsychology
work during year end hols
shopping spree (novels!!, bag...)

upon graduation from poly:
study overseas
get a degree
be a primary school teacher
...

haha.. alrite, it's all plan, just hope everything goes on smoothly=)

2009-04-21T03:09:00.000-07:00

GOLD WITH HONOURS

2009-04-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

fly

my hopes,

my desires,

i lost them as i embarked on this never-ending journey.

Expectations,

are what keeps me moving on,

but i lost myself.

Dreams,

I use to have,

but were shattered by inferiority.

I was surrounded by this concrete jungle,

as the world changes,

i went along, relenting.

I've lost the battle,

a battle i've struggled.

In return, i lost what i've been searching for,

and not realising they are just there.

Imperfections, they say,

are what makes perfections.

Yes, i agree,

for i was blinded by imperfections,

that i fail to see perfections.

reaching out, touching the velvet sky

flying away, to a town where no one knows what i am

this must be the only way to spare the agony.

fly away

2009-04-12T04:29:00.000-07:00

oh well, i tried making pancake on friday, din turn out weel, a little hard. haha. but i tried again today.. it's quite nice and im serious. haha. erm oh well. i think im turning as little slacky, i really dunno why, felt like ive not been doing enough for my Os, maybe im jst not determined enough. Sths are gng on at home lately which makes me a little you noe, i just dunno how to put it in words, but yeah.. im fine. i think stress kinda motivate me to study like really STUDY. i felt as though time really flies, it really feels like january ytd, i noe, it's totally absurb. Right.. haha. my first paper is just 3 weeks again.. Os is just a matter of few months, not year alrdy.
Had sports meet on thurs.. oh well. I dun think i'll wanna talk abt it.. haha. nth much happen this week, like yeah, my life seem so mundane.. haha.

2009-04-06T04:05:00.000-07:00

my sis gave this to me.. aww

Celebrated my sis's birthday ytd. hahaha... i guess it's the most expensive birthday ever. hahaha. shall not elaborate on tt. i will spending my weekends at home, trying to finish my revision for physics, chem and ss. esp physics, omg... tt is what happens

Class: mr oh, where's the test?

Mr oh: i tot it's thurs

i know good game rite, Yes!!! i studied so hard for NTH!! but this still gives me time for more revision. Just a few more weeks to Mid-years, really wonder if im alrdy fully prepared for it. i dun think so though.. the studying seemed endless. I guess it will onli come to an end after O lvls. Tt's when we can really let our hair down and relax!!! Haha.. O lvls are not here yet, and im alrdy looking forward to the end of it.. cherlyn cherlyn... it's terrible. haha. I hope i'll still be alive after Os. haha.

23rd apr: F&N trial practical

2nd may: F&N O lvl practical.

i really dunno how am i gonna cook, just pray hard tt i wont burn down the kitchen. haha.

2009-03-31T06:07:00.000-07:00

Time flies. Remebered when we were young, we use to talk about how we wanna live our lives in the future. Now tt we are all growing older, we start reminiscing abt the past. It's ironic isnt it? While mugging and cramming for all my undone work, i tot: why wounldnt time just stop a little? When time simply wont stop for us. We choose the way we wanna live our lives. So this is how i wanna live mine. I will live with courage and faith to believe in this world and myself. Maybe i shld scream out loud to the world "just have a little more faith cherlyn!" all i need is just a little support and noe that i not alone through this journey. So come on ppl, live happily, smile like you are the happiest person on earth cos for all you noe, your smile will be the greatest gift to the people around.

2009-03-23T04:04:00.000-07:00

New school term starts today. As usual, it's monday blues, bag was super heavy. haha. But oh well, my nose was kinda killing me, has been down with flu since last wed, must be cos of the weather. haha. Shalyn and i were i dunno.. she says i siao alrdy, laugh for no reasons. haha. Mid years timetable is out, first paper on 30 april, it's damn fast. haha. tests are piling up and it seems endless though. haha. The class seems a little more stressed up now. I think i love my class better now, evers since i become sec 5, im closer with my class. Maybe cos of the segregation btwn the sec 4s and 5s, or more like, i segregate myself, but no matter what, im glad im closer with my classmates and understand them better before we graduate and pursue our aspiration. Hahahaha. getting new concession on wed, kinda happy cos my concession is kinda like, you noe... ugly. haha. but i'll still miss my old card though. Wonder if we are still changing our concession card if we enter poly? lol.

2009-03-17T22:48:00.000-07:00

It's sch hols. i think i hate hols cos i tend to slack more. I guess i like school better. haha. Well, i tink i really did sth disappointing during the last day of school. Im not gng to mention it here either, too ashamed to talk abt it. but i would really wanna apologise to the teachers. and of course my friends and oh shalyn who was simply just there for me. Had SLC on monday, it's qute good, but compared to last year, i think last year was better. erm, no offence. term 1 results are not really desireable, 61% for overall, but yeah, no use crying over spilled milk, i do even better in term 2. Esp if im applying for DPA, my prelims must be super duper good. haha. Go CHERLYN!!! CCA is finally standing down nxt month.=) see the grin on my face. haha i cant wait for it to end!!! hahaha. I got really fed up, i cant balance my accounts... hahaha. nvm, i do it all over again.=) Oh, im in love with my plates, haha. they are so pretty, im using them for F&N practical. haha. thks daddy and mummy!!! they accompanied me to ikea.. well, it's more like i accompanied them to ikea to look for cupboards, in the end i went off looking for plates and they have to pay for them. haha...

2009-03-11T03:53:00.000-07:00

my 2 darlings. Velvet and Happy

i dunno why, just feel like posting this.

Shalyn trying to eat her fried rice without spoon. haha

SiHui's attempt No.1-being photograher

i particularly like this picture taken by Shalyn=)

hmm, din really noe what to blog, but i really needa do sth else other than sticking my eyeballs to those thick textbooks. Term 1 is coming to an end tmr, 10 weeks just passed by so quickly, it seems like sch just reopen last week. Im glad i survived this term, haha. Hopefully i will still be able to survive the rest of the year. Gng shopping with Tangkat, Shalyn and some other girls on Fri. Shopping with aunt during the Hols too. haha. I wont be able to join the class bbq, ive got tuition, guess tuition is my priority. Im sure there will be more class gathering rite, so it's not too bad missing this one either. haha. Right, i guess i'll be doing the craziest thing ever!!! Im running for combine sports meet!!! YES!!! you dun have any problems with your eyes, cherlyn is really running for combine sports meet, laugh all you want. haha. I guess Nad is rite, i really wanna do sth before i leave the sch, since it's my last year, so the more i shld go rite?? It's crazy i noe, but being 5 yrs in the school, i really wanna do sth, i dun wanna be the wallpaper anymore, so yeah, i'll just do sth crazy. haha. Getting back progress report tmr, i think it's quite screwed up. To those we needa meet the teachers, dun worry, it's gonna be ok, the class will accompany you thru this tedious year=) We will go thru everything tgt okay?

2009-03-06T23:08:00.000-08:00

It's been quite long since i last blogged, i really have no time at all, sch hols is starting after next week, thurs will be our last day of school. Woah!! A term is over!! tt's really fast. haha. i Dun think i did well this term, but yeah. I'll still not gonna give up.. I guess it's really up to me f i can do well. Had a last minute QA test, Vang said hopefully it will pull up our Chem grades, but i think it's gonna pull down the grades instead. Quite a number of ppl went to tast for the Cations when it was alrdy stated in the question tt they are all potassium salts. during the test, Some ppl were singing temasek's light, they got louder and louder each time, the class was quite irritated. Everytime they sang, i forgot what am i suppose to do. so i just pacing back and forth with my test tube, and alex looked at me with the what-are-you-trying-to-do kinda face. haha. Vang said half the class failed the QA chem test, i guess im one of them, Chem is nv my niche. After the Physics test, i realise a couple of mistakes too, totally screwed my F&N test, forgot all abt trysin and chymotrysin. Lol.. therefore.. all these shit equates to screwed up term 1. haha. Oh matthew has a new name!! he's called fructose from now on. hahahaha

2009-02-26T05:26:00.000-08:00

Alright, i went to marina barrage ytd to facilitate the learning journey for the sec 1s, it's boring i shld say, we are suppose to tell them how the marina barrage works, how to conserve our resources and blah blah blah, it's totally BORING!!!... oh well, I took this group of girls from 1/x, dun wanna say the class, they totally think tt they are some smart ass-es, and we, the sec 5s are a bunch of dumbass. Oh whatever. It's totally far from what i had expected, this just show that juniors nowsaday are just too complacent. I reached home at arnd 7.30, tired.. restless. I slept immediately after i head touches the pillow. hahaha. Woke up 15 mins late this morning, lol. F&N test postpone to nxt week, 4 tests in a row.
Mon: Maths
Tues: Chem, Lit
Thurs: F&N
Oh man, time really flies, it will be march nxt week, and this will mean tt prelims one is round the corner. I wont whine abt it now, I'll just face up with the reality, work hard and soar for greater heights=) Cherlyn will not whine abt anything now, i will enjoy every single bit of stress and... stuffs. haha. but i cant help dreading school, this is what we students do right. haha. i'll continue when i have time.

2009-02-20T00:24:00.001-08:00

i just went to the doctor.. alright, my vocal cord is inflammed, wont be able to talk for 2-3 days, the medicine will make me lose my voice then after that, m voice will be back. So PPL!! DUN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME!!! COS I CANT TALK!! hahaha.. i totally lost my voice already. like seriously, Nad had to "Huh" at me 3 times and look at my hand gestures, then she understood what i was trying to say. Doctor says i need to practice vocal discipline, it means, try not to talk at all.. it's just totally impossible for me. Oh well, what can i do, even if i talk now, no one will understand what im talking about.

2009-02-19T02:59:00.000-08:00

okay, im sick. my throat is bad, lost my voice, now i sound just exactly like atoad in the garden. Not sure if i wanna attend school tmr, i'll just see how it goes. oh well. anyway, PE was really funny ytd. haha. we copied a scene from breakout. I guess Breakout had influence us a lot. we were doing circuit training, when the teacher wasnt looking, we stop exercising and just do the sound effect so to avoid the suspicion of our teacher. it was reallly funny. Well, okay, im coughing away like old grandmother now, dun think i'll continue blogging, i'll just stop here for the time being.

2009-02-16T02:52:00.000-08:00

BREAKOUT SERIOUSLY ROCK!!!
it really nice, the dancers were super duper cool!!
it's really funny cos it's a dance comedy, but the ending was sad. haha. i still enjoy it though.
I went out ytd to celebrate junshen's and wydre's birthday.. din really do much cos.. i also dunno why. oh well. hahaha. i got my ipod.. i think im in love with it. Oh rite.. i failed maths by 1 mark, wonderful isn't it?? i've got 8 marks worth of careless mistakes, let's just hope tt this will never ever happen in my o lvls. this is just terrible.

2009-02-12T02:58:00.000-08:00

I GOT MY PHONE BACK!!!!
haha, finally i got my phone back.. i din noe how impt it was to me till i sent it to service. hahaha. watching breakout tmr!!! Im gng with shalyn before tt to get birthday present.. then go get V day present.. hahaha. My aunt help me got a silver ipod nano!! Thks Aunt Jennifer!!! LOVE YOU!!!

2009-02-08T00:06:00.000-08:00

I attended my first tuition on friday.. haha, nearly got lost though.. cut through a lot of blocks and finally found my way there. it's quite a small group, like arnd 9 of us. the lesson was good, i understand better, the teacher was funny. haha
Mr justin: we've got new student today
Me: yeah.. hi
Mr justin:where are you now?
me: huh?? here.. oh oh.. finish all the syllubus, revising current electricity
mr justin: ok.. you got the i-love-physic kinda face and i-hate-chem-to-the-core kinda face
okay.. lol, mr justin is my tuition teacher, throughout the whole lesson, i was cutting his sentence cos i learn the chapter before.. lol.. this is how it goes
Mr justin: when it is a two pin plug...
my: double insulator
Mr Justin: *points to the board* this is the..
me: live wire, neutra and the earth wire
.... Cherlyn just keeps cutting mr Justin's sentence
Mr Justin: CHERLYNNNN!!! SHHH!! YOU WANT TO SHARE SALARY WITH ME IS IT?!
haha.. i guess mr justin thinks im a little hyper.. hahaha
Well, having "mass" valentine's day dinner with none other than my family.. i've got no date. hahahaha.
Omg!!! i really need to give Junshen's his birthday present before it becomes mine.. hahahaha

2009-02-03T04:51:00.000-08:00

it's feburary alrdy.. F&N is really seriously killing me bit by bit, im totally drained. I had a sudden English common test today.. gosh, im suppose to write a speech, wth. i guess im done with my research and survey. now, it's time to look for recipes and decison making. i din really expect this year to be so extremely hectic, time is just simply not enough for me at all. I got tests lining up, assignment piling, soon, tuition work will add on too, remedial's like everyday. i really dun have enough time anymore, unlike last year. this year just seem to pass even faster, or maybe, cos we are just so indulged in our work, so time just seem to pass so quickly. Watching breakout nxt friday.. okay, i guess it's the only time where i can kinda let lose a bit, i dun wanna turn crazy when Os aren't even here yet. Better go do my lit and poa hw so that i'll have time to revise F&N and Maths tests.

thanks for those, i like them a lot. I'm not sure if you will ever read this, but even though, i'll still wanna say thank you=)
I MISS MY DAMN PHONE!!! WANT MY PHONE BACK!!!

2009-01-28T01:35:00.000-08:00

Today's PE was crazy os shld i say it's beyond crazy. We did conditioning for the whole period, for a moment, i tot i will just lay on the field and die there. we did so many things... i really tot i will just kill myself. there's this sprinting thingy.. mr vis want us to run across the field and run back again, the last one will have to do 20 push ups. So.. naturally, all of us just ran for our lives. And when we ran back.. mr vis said this was not what he wanted.. so we just ran through and fro for dunno how many times. Mr vis wanted the whole class to run tgt in A STRAIGHT LINE!!! That's crazy, then that idiotice wen pin ran like there's no tmr when we ran slow and when we ran faster.. he ran like he has all the time in the world -.-
Miss Lim announced the P and VPs for council today
President: Vivek
V. Presidents: Junshen & Kir Hwee
Congrats ppl!!! Gosh.. i feel so old. I still remember the time when i first join council. My seniors were all guiding us, pampering us like we were little kids. Then i grew up with all me fellow peers and saw them graduating last year, now im sec 5, seeing all my juniors grow. Soon, i'll be graduating, i really wonder if i helped my juniors like how my seniors helped me when i was sec 1. Thinking back, i really have gone thru a long journey with all my peers and teachers.. i really dunno if i have been a good student, as well as a good senior. Having gone thru so much in school, i think i've grew to become a better person. No matter what, I'll still have the remaining time during this year or maybe the remaining months i have in the school to do what i had to and want to. hahaha.. okay, i really dunno what im talking about here.. oh nvm. hahaha!!! Go cherlyn!!!
though this test was disappointing ans demoralising, but i'll pick up from where i fall and not render to failures... GO CHERLYN!!!

2009-01-23T19:12:00.001-08:00

hahaha.. my house is like full of goodies now. Needa control what i eat, dun wanna gain weight.lol. something really funny happened ytd, during recess. Shalyn and i went to buy the mango sago dring ytd, then we sat at out class canteen table, then shalyn took my phone and started playing tt roller coaster game (you shld see how see scream) haha. She was like totally engrossed. So i decided to swap our drink and i tot she noticed, but yeah, like i said, she's too engross.
Shalyn: (Sucking thru the straw)
Cherlyn: (stare)
Shalyn: Huh.. i finish my drink and i din realise
Cherlyn: *puzzled and amused
Shalyn:*showed sad face
Cherlyn:*started laughing... "i swapped the drink"
Shalyn:*blur "ooh, huh!!"
then both of us started laughing. haha.
okay, since im blogging, i might as well reply those tags..
Beng huat: hahaha.. i dunno you, but still yeah, Happy new year's eve!
Ming yang: you and your shiok thing.. haha.
Shalyn: yeah i agree what you said about unknown. haha. i was laughing while blogging about the swapping of drinks. hahaha
Unknown: lol. i really dunno who you are, but FYI.. i dun have feelings for mervyn, we are just simply friends, nth more than tt.
St: whatever-.-

2009-01-22T00:56:00.000-08:00

Faz and i

Pineapple tarts my sis baked... we kept saying it looks terrible.. poor jolene, haha

the wrapped up version of pineapple tarts

the normal pineapple tarts.. baked them all last saturday

F&N coursework is really killing me, it's driving me nuts for sure (can you see all my hair standing??) Tuition is finally starting, 6 feb is my first lesson, i hope it's gonna be good, it feels like first day of school when you cannit quite expect what will happen. Had my English oral ytd, Mrs loke says my reading was good, but just too soft and no energy. My picture discussion suck.. she says it's not organised, okay.. guess i'll need to practice my picture discussion. My conversation was the best according to the teacher. haha. lol. 1 month is nearly over, CNY nxt week, nth much to look forward though. LOl. feb is starting.. time files, it's really not on our side, we'll just need to treasure every moment we have, cherish them. haha. Im gonna start on my research and develpoment. Damn it, my msn kena virus.. gosh, it's really annoying. Went to marina barrage today, nth much to do there, dunno what's the purpose of this learning journey thing, i din learn much, it's more of a photo taking session with shalyn's camera.. her camera is damn cool, nikkon SLR.. omg!!! Sihui just appear in every single photo. hahaha. Tangkat lian gng back to tanhkat tonight!! Bon voyage!! Sec 3s coming back from pahang tmr. hahaha.

2009-01-15T02:07:00.000-08:00

Im rite now working on my F&N O lvl coursework part A, must prepare a balance diet for the nursery children, quite interesting, gonna go observe the activities and the eating habits of the little kids, haha, kinda look forward to it. But i really wonder if it's possible for us to meet the deadline in april. After which, we will get our Coursework part B, which all of us will have to work for another 1 month. Time seems to really fly, soon, it will be the end of january and Febuary will start.. the tot of O lvls really scare my off. But im really motivated by the results of our students, so i'll want 4 distinctions, gotten 1 alrdy.. 3 more to go. all the others not below B3. I tot of appling for dpa, so at least if i dun do well in Os, i'll still at least get into the course and poly of my choice, onli if im accepted. Formed study group with tangkat lian, i think we are meeting every sunday to study maths and POA. Thurs nite, i'll have maths tuition, Friday nite will be sci tuition, tuition will officially start after CNY for me, im excited. hahaha=)
guess, i have some misunderstanding with me ex-classmate, cos of the name thingy, i really get to learn of it recently and did not quite pay attention to it either, i mean, it's just a f***ing name. I told my sis cos i found it quite amazing, cos i dun have friends who had the same name as me, lol. Then my sis went to this person's blog and told her off... gosh, jolene ng jia xing, you kinda get me into deep shit, but yeah, i din scream at her. both we sister bicker a lot, but it last less then 3 minutes and we will just burst out laughing at each other. i realise as i grow older, i tend to be more patient and think maturely before making desicions... guess this is one good thing. when i say old.. i mean age, not appearance k?? lol

2009-01-12T04:05:00.000-08:00

I finally got my Chi results!! I SCORED A1!!! I can finally stop studying Chinese, Im really happy, like seriously!! hahaha. Now, i just gotta concentrate on my other subjects and make sure i did as well=) I saw the results of the sec 4s and 5s of 2008, it's really good, two national scorers.. felt pressurized now, hope tt we can do just as well as them. I'll wish them all the best in their future endeavours. To the current sec 4s and 5s, we'll just worked doubly hard and achieve the best results ever!!! Those who had received their results today (current 5/1 and 5/2 ), congrats if you have done well, but those who attain indesirable results, dun give up!! We still got this year=)

2009-01-10T19:38:00.000-08:00

After aard ceremony ytd, i met Nad right away. Oh, Junshen was the award recipient too! Congrats!! Yeah, i went to TP, it's awesome i guess, really impress by how the facilitate the whole open house, i dun feel lost at all, you can just ask for help anywhere=) We met up with Rai and Syai there and went to SP, it's quite disappointing, we felt really lost in the sch, like we have to approach ppl and not ppl approaching you to ask if you nid help, the teachers and the students were quite unsure abt the sch too, no offence, but yeah. The good thing is tt the sch building is nice. After tt, we went to NP.. it's nice too, but i think cos we went to the sch too late, then they were preparing to pack up, but no matter what, they still help and guide us in the sch. I think i'll definitely want to go to either NP or TP, Still considering SP for tt nuitrition course. Yup, went for dinner then went home, BUt parents were not back yet so walk to loyang pt with Nad.. snip my fringe and went to have ice cream at mac's. Went home at arnd 9.30. Lol. Results out tmr, nervous like duh, But yeah, Shalyn, i'll have i little more faith in myslef=). Thks shalyn, thks for always being there for me, you are the best person ever! thks=)

2009-01-09T01:24:00.001-08:00

Sec 1 orientation was finally over on tues. It's really fun, got high, hope the sec 1s enjoyed themselves thoroughly, it's my last sec 1 orientation. haha. O lvl results release on Mon, 12 jan. really scared, I dunno how i will react upon receiving my results. I rmb i confidently told Tresca tt it's just collecting of results, nth much to be afriad of, have some faith when he was collecting his N lvl results. Now i know it just feel so terrible though im onli collecting my Chinese. The whole sec 4 and 5 cohort will be there in the hall witnessing that moment. Really dread Mon. My F&N O lvl qn will be out on Mon too.. It's Min blues, Serious Berious. Argh!! Kinda hate it. Gonna go for Poly open house tmr.. TP, SP, NP and NYP, probably RP too. I doubt we can visit so many places. hahaha.

2009-01-03T20:15:00.000-08:00

Another new sch week starts tmr, haha. Gotta help up in sec 1 orientation till tues(finale), hope the sec 1s are gonna enjoy this orientation. Bookshop is filled with ppl.. wanted to buy sch blouse, but looked at the queue, forget it, hate queueing. haha. Quite like my class this year, but it seems a little different with 3 less ppl.. class seems to be a little incomplete. haha.
2009's checklist:

Spend at least 1 and half hours revising everyday
get at least a 11 pts for O lvls
get A1 for cca
Get in to SP or NP
Spend quality time with friends and family
LOVE all my books regardless of subject
be less panicky, stay calm
Be nice Cherlyn(hahahahaha)

okay, i guess this checklist is gonna help me fulfill my aims. haha. My section is having a little problem with tt asshole.. apparently the conductor is gng against us. Be back in CO soon. lol

2009-01-02T02:59:00.000-08:00

School starts TODAY!!! haha. school was quite okay, din do much too. All admin stuffs, then we went to serve the sec 1s breakfast. haha, kinda fun though. Having ppl calling us 5/1 is kinda weird, still not use to it, especailly when Mrs Ong address us as graduating students.. Still cannot quite believe we are graduating this year. My Co-form teacher has this new rule tt i find super amusing..
Mr vis( Co form): Youmust obey the whistle(holds his whistle up high)
5/1: *giggles*
Mr Vis: no one is above the whistle
5/1: *more giggles*
okay.. we ARE SO GONNA RESPECT THE WHISTLE!!! LOL. haha. Think tution is gonna start soon for me.. hope so. I bought levi's jeans for 4 bucks onli!!! Serious berious!! not imitation.. hahaha.. cos my dad has 100 dollars voucher, lol. My books shall be my darling for now.. till O is over.. i find new darling.. haha. I seriously feel bad after what shalyn told me, maybe i shouldn't ignore their messages... lol. i think whne they message me again, i'll be the nice cherlyn and talk to them. haha.

2008-12-30T02:19:00.000-08:00

Happy was back ytd!!! Cos he went to bite the grandma's when when she was trying to smack his butt. The owner brought him back to us.. he couldn't baear to leave Happy at first and told the grnadma to move away, but yeah, old ppl are like tt. Happy is as happy as ever. Velvet went to the vet ytd too, din put him to sleep but on long-term medication. Doc says he won't live long either.. maybe live another 4 to 5 years or so. I was shocked to see them back again, like when i finally got a hang of everything, they pop back to me again. Well, went to CHIJMES to celebrate Rina's 16th birthday.. HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRHTDAY RINA!!! Huilian, Sufian, Marcus and i Dressed up in all black, Put on black hoodie, mask and walk all the way to Raffles Link to "escort" Rina, while walking in the Shopping mall, everyone were giving us the weird stare, i cant help but laughed. HAHAHAHA. We sweat like nobody's business... Went back after tt, wanted to join SiHui and the whole Ging-Gang, But my feet were aching, all thks to those wonderful blisters.. i got 8 blisters in total. I swear, i wont wear Gucci shoes for life. Sis help me put plasters.. thks=) i was screaming and yelling in pain. hahaha. Now my feet look like i just got rundown by a train or sth. lol.
YES Wydre!!! Im super excited for school, Miss school alot, it feels terrible to be stucked at home with all my rotting hw.. haha. Oh, I met Ashwin, Alex, Soh Woon, Joash, Qian Ying and the other seniors in the train just now... they said i looked grown up.. YAY!! Finally. haha. Enjoy your remaining Hols!!!!

2008-12-28T20:23:00.000-08:00

2008, it's a crazy year i guess. Many things happened, but i could rmb none in details, it's just parts and pieces, maybe i chose not to rmb. Velvet (my dog) is extremely sick, most likely to be put to sleep, thus my parents decided to rehome happy (my other dog). It's gonna be another big blow for us if happy dies too. Happy left ytd with his new companion, i really hate to see him go, no more jumpy little happy at home anymore, miss all his naughty-ness abd playfulness. I din really expect myself to cry so much, and now i realise why i cried, cos i loved happy, velvet and will always do, seeing them go, it's like taking a part og my life away. Really really painful. You see them grow, have them by your side, but now, you have to part with them.. totally painful. I can do nth but to succumb to decision. I missed them...
2009 is coming soon.. on fri, a brand new year. I hope for the best for my family, friends and my future endaevours.

2008-12-26T01:25:00.000-08:00

i know i know, it's my second post of the day. Im not free ok?!!! i'll just die if i continue doing my literature hw.. I'm seriously dying (SOON)!!! Nxt week, i'll be sec 5, i really dunno if i can cope, it's onli O lvls, but it's like everything to me. Im starting to worry when i think of it, im afriad i wont be able to do well and there goes my dreams. I wanna get 9 points for L1R2B2, wonder is it possible for me to actually do it. I want tuition to like start now, i wont mind gng for tuition everyday, it sound crazy i noe, but you noe the feeling of being helpless, it's just so eww and frustrating. Time will pass quickly, and before i noe, i'll be in the examination hall taking my O lvls. I really dunno wat i want, I dread for tt day to come, but i hope it's over soon, it's just so confusing, i dun understand myself too. Argh!! It's really getting on my nerves. Cherlyn, Cherlyn.. what's wrong with you??? lets see
Jan - Mar : school (hectic)
Apr: CCA stand down
Jun: council stand down
July: Prelims
Nov: O lvls!!
See, i onli have 6 months to prepare for O lvls!! 6 MONTHS!!! I wont be surprise if i end up in IMH! tt's terrible.. Argh!!! Im just scaring myself i noe, it's idiotic. I miss school and everything. Studying and chit chatting with friends, especially those bitching sessions. Anf at times, you and you friends will get high for no reasons. Screaming and swearing after lessons, Complaining abt hw and tests... i enjoy them all. I wanna go back to sch!!! Rotting at home with all my work (can you see those algea and fungus growing on me??) Ahhh, i threw away my new balance shoe (dad told me to) wearing my converse on fri.. hahahahaha. okay, i feel so much better. oh guys.. forgot to tell you all, black shoes are not allowed anymore.. so dun wear black to sch if you still want you life!!! Wear onli white base shoes.. must be 70%white, a little of Dark blue, grey and black are acceptable=)

2008-12-25T20:10:00.000-08:00

okay.. Merry belated xmas! haha, okay, tt's rubbish. I went to my Aunt's house for dinner during xmas eve. Lol, just some normal dinner and stuffs. Received a number of presents, thks to all=) I love them all!! haha. Yeah, im all alone at home feeling lonely, with some hw undone.. tt's sad, I WANT AN OVEN!!!! Like seriously berious!!! Grr, i swear, im gonna get one soon. Sch's starting soon! YAY!! staying at home doing hw, revising and stuffs really kills sometimes, i think sch is so much better, at least i got friends to go high with me, if i go high at home, my family will just stare at me and say " you siao is it?!" it's sad. But sch is gonna be hectic for my nxt year, only half a year to prepare for O lvls, cos prelims are in July. Im a little scared now. Looked through S'pore and Ngee Ann poly's website just now nd found some interesting courses, mostly psychology, guess i really really wanna do tt, since ive gt passion in it. They give exemptions to students upon graduation to do further studies in university.. tt just sound great to me, wanna do mine in australia. Hahahaahahaha.

2008-12-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

okay.. outing was cancelled, haha. Dun worry Wydre. Yup so i din watch twilight in cinema... but i WATCHED IT ONLINE!!! hahahahaha. okay, yeah, went back to sch in the morning for performance rehearsal.. for sec 1 orientation. lol. Left at 1pm, rushed home cos i gng out with my sis. yup, got a bus to tampines, gave Sis a pizza hut treat ( jolene, tt's your chrsitmas treat.. hahahahahaha) tt was quite mean. then we went to get my converse shoe.. YAY!! i was actually holding on to the men size 6 and thinking, why is it so big. then the sales lady looked at me and said, i'll give you a woman size 7.. it fits.. till when i got home, i realise the woman gave me size 5 -.- then accompanied my sis to wallet shop to get her wallet. While walking, we saw some ppl in their weird dressing, so we commented on them dicreetly. i rmb commenting on a pregnant woman tt she ran out of clothes so she wrapped herself up in toilet paper. LOL. we shopped arnd, but really, cant do window shopping, so this proves tt both of us din inherit my mum's "shopping" genes. Tmr's christmas party.. lookng forward to it. haha.

2008-12-21T22:25:00.000-08:00

I went to watch YES Man with wydre and Junshen ytd. haha, it's really funny, lol. Cant sneak Junshen into NC16 show, aww.. i more year to go Junshen.. just wait a little. hahaha. Watching twilight tmr, it seems a little like movie marathon or sth, or im deprived from movies. haha. Yeah, watching in the evening with wydre and most probably Shalyn. Then Dinner. Gonna get my Converse shoe tmr. Too tired to look for shoes with apropriate colours, so might as well get the whole white shoe, wont get caught by discipline master too. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sch's reopenong nxt fri, cant really believe it. haha. Oh well, getting tuition too, YAY!! ( i must be mad) haha. Many things happened during the Hols, especially during work.. haha, im starting the ignore all the messages if you noe what i mean. haha. Blog more nxt time =)