Just a few more months, its gonna be my chinese o lvl. Guess after tt i have to go back to my cca, dun really feel like gng back after seeing what is going on in CO, it's like, the CO is totally ruined. I am not saying that the new committee members are bad, but it's just not the CO it use to be anymore, it's all scattered. I'm not saying my batch of CO members are better, but seeing what you and your fellow pals have work hard and bulit up during the past years, and now, it just didnt seem to be anyone appreciating it, it's really heart-wrenching.
Sometimes, you would rather not know anything, not the truth, and avoid knowing every details cos the truth hurts. Maybe i'm just being selfish and not thinking about my juniors who are working hard, but it's really a heartache for me, i dunno how am i gonna face the truth. I'm silly aren't I? trying to live in self-denial, i noe it's not the best choice to hide, but i guess i'll jus self delude myslef for a moment till i'm ready to face the real situation.
Thks to those who tag on my blog, it really made me noe what i want better.