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Thursday, October 22, 2009,

3 DAYS TO THE BIG DAY!!! DANG!!! hahaha. well, im kinda looking forward to Os, dun ask me why, i also dunno. LOL. Well, study break din help a single bit, cos this is what i'll do:
1)Study for the first 3 hours
2)roll around on the floor
3)walk to the kitchen and grab sth to eat
4)tries to get focus again
5)studies till 9
6)happily close my book and sleep=)
YUp, i'm growing fatter, i think i'll bloat up like a balloon and fly like one. Sci pract today, well, it went quite well, and seriously, do i look very different when i was in pri sch?
this was what happen. i placed my entry proof (oh, wait, did i mention tt i stupidly left my entry proof at home and had to spent 2 bucks on tt sheet of paper?) and my ez-link card on the work bench. So, during the exam, the invigilator actually wallk down and check, she happily took my ez-link card and took a long hard stare. i was like " can she go away? she's making me nervous", but she din. She continued staring at my card and even bother bending to take a look at my face, i finally gave in and looked up.
Teaher: is this you?
me:yup (forcing a smile)
Teacher: doesn't look like you!
me: it's really me(tries to smile again)
Finally, she left my work bench. LOL. I din study today.. just dun have the mood to anyway, felt so lethargic. I'm seriously tired, not as in the wanna-sleep kinda tired, but just tired of what im doing. I started studying at the beginning of the year for mid-years, after mid-years, i continued to study for prelims. Now, even after my prelims, im still stuck here studying. But tt doesn't give me the reason to let lose... gosh. i cant wait till 11th nov. Well, dun expect any posts form now!! i'll onli continue blogging after Os. Blogging rite now is not what im suppose to do... feeling guilty rite now.. Alrite, i guess i better stop here before the tinge of guilt in me kills every healthy cells in my body=)

3:38 AM

Thursday, October 8, 2009,

haha. yup, i finally updating my dead blog. i din plan to update till sihui said this "you must update your blog k? i read it you noe?" thks sihui. haha. haven been updating since the start of prelims. Now, it's 2 weeks to O lvls. Yes.. It's the big "O". It's was farewell assembly ytd, well, i told myself tt i wont cry, and i was very sure of that even when the assembly was taking place, but i could not control my tears when i got my teachers to write their well wishes on my class biography. it din occur to me that the year just went by like this and i dun want it to end. Though ive bitched about almost all the teachers, but i noe they cared for me. 3S, 4/8, 5/1, i really ought to thank you my making my life in sec school a meaningful and memorable one. every single one of you played a part. Though there are times we disagree with one another, but we got back really fast. I use to say that we are not united, but you guys proved me wrong. I use to say tt after this year, i wont really care and bother about you guys, but it's all wrong, i want this year to go on forever, cos you ppl meant a deal to me. I Love you guys!! Remeber we'll all celebrate out 21th birthday tgt k? haha. Now, it's our final lap, lets all give our very best shot and press on!! then we can party all we want!! hahaha.

7:42 PM