I really wonder why people get married when they can get divorce so easily. When adults quarrelled, they can just easily say " fine, we'll divorce" but is the bond between them so weak, that divorce can solve their problem, can they actually give up each other after years tgt. Yeah, my parents quarrelled. They said "if it's isn't for you, i would have walk out of this house" it seems really easy for them to do so, but have they really think about the consequences? they said they love me, that is why they kept the marriage gng, but the more they love me this way, the more unbearable the pain they will inflict on me. it makes me feels like i'm the reason why they are unhappy abt their lives and marriage, maybe without me, they will be far better off than this. Sometimes, i think i shouldn't even be here, i should just vanish, i noe hiding from this problem wont help at all, but i dunno how to face it anymore. I might be seen as immature to get fussed up all these problems cos it's just part of life, but facing this fucking problem for 16 years, i guess i really need to let my emotion out especially when i have a blog now. i dun mean to use vulgartities, but i just nid to use them to let off my unbearable feelings. so just pardon me. Have they really love each other? they dunno how much they have hurt me when they said they did this cos they just love me too much. but the way they love me gives me heartache. I use to tell them every single thing about me and everything, but i just dun feel like telling them how i feel right now cos i am just too tired to be bother. when i dun bother, it doesn't mean that i am not concern, but i'm just too tired about everything. Even by telling them, it won't salvage the situation too, it will only make them feel more guilty, this is the least i want them to feel. I'm alrdy fucking stressed up abt my revision for my end of year exams and now this, this is just a fucking double nlow for me. I noe they still love each other deeply, but it still hurts me, it's just a tingling feeling in me. I'm too tired, i tink i need a break, to break free...