I cant sleep ytd, so i turn on the tv and watch cold case. the show reallyaffected me deeply. it's abt these teenage girls who get themselves pregnant in the 1960s and were sent to ths plan called the st mary cos they were considered "bad girls". after giving birth, their child will be put up for adoption. some of them din really bother till when they gave birth, they realise tt they love their child so much and they dun waan part with their child. the main character said this " she's mine, my little shineshine, no one can chenge tje fact tt i am her mother, dun take my sunshine away". i mean often protect their their child so much till they forget abt themselves. rmb when i was in primary school and got bullied, these bunch of girls threw my colour pencils and stationaries away but i dare not tell my mother, so my mum scolded me everyday cos she tot i lose my staionaries again. till one day i went home crying and passed her this bag of soaked pe attire ( ttis girls threw it in the toilet bowl). My mum brought me to school and told the teacher what happened. she said " she's my child, and i'll protect her, if anything shld happen to her, i'll hold you responsilble" thinkinig back. i felt really bad cos sometimes i talked back to my mum esp when she needed help when im extremely busy... we've got so many heroes, and often we wonder who are the heroes we really admire, for me, it will be our mothers. they are the greatest heroes who are willing to sacrifice for they child. i guess it's more than what women can expect to be a mother.



thks shalyn!!! for the letter!!!haha

everyone is crazy over F1 for the past few days, so are my family, uncle volunteered himself for F1 as marshall, so aunt was alone at home. we had dinner at aunt's house, then watched F1. haha.. i realise i cant drink, onli a bit. my aunt gave me some wine, it's half a cup and i statred sipping. after finishing, i felt really hot as in y body temperature, my face turns pinkish and yup, im drunk. my dad says i knock my head when getting into the car and started laughing to myself.. scary... hahah
exams nxt week, onli need to attend school tmr, cool. hahahahaha. gonna mug my way thru these few weeks till exams are over. nothing much to update. oh... HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAI!!!!

SS is so totally screwed up.. gosh. i spent too much time on sbq alrdy, seq not enough time to write. i studied like crazy for venice, venice came out, but i no time to finish.. so much for studying. I'll definitely do my seq first nxt time.. learn it from shalyn. i turn to alex after the paper and ask if he finish.. he said no too, so i guess im not the only one, well i noe im not the only one cos the girls were complaining too. we got like three papers, english paper 1 and 2 followed by SS, my new pen ran out of ink after the exams.. can you believe it???? fingers are all aching.
I did sth really crazy and silly i guess, my friends all kinda noe.. so embarrassing.. shall not disclose.



(32 year old man wanna date me!! crazy or wat?! cherlyn on man hunt now!!!)

something happened in class today, kinda scary shall not talk abt it. haha.

oh... this person from california left me this in my mail, saying if i were to spent a nite with him, wat will i do.. so i innocently said will wanna talk and be friends with him. then he ask me to repost this to him and this is what he said, " i wouuld wanna cuddle, cuddle and cuddle" lol. So mic, am i suppose to like sent my cuddle to you in california?? haha

haha.. okay, had ss quiz ytd, kinda of easy. Mr lu called mi, lee ann and nabil to meet him after class and scolded us for reading book(lee ann), looking at mirror(nabil) and drinking water(tt's me) haha.. ok .. tt's plain dumb, he says we are not to do the above during quiz and i'm not suppose to open my bag to take my water bottle.. WTH!! so yeah, if i die in ss class, you noe the cause... i die of dehydration... hahahahahahhaha. well, nad din turn up for sch for two days... leaving me all alone (you must feel guilty nad... if ever you read this!) haha. shalyn says shehaving pms. oh oh oh. sihui just shove her pad infront of matthew and ask him wat is it. haha.. Sihui ya sihui. Opps huishan, i guess im just too hot tt i can spread my hottness to you.. haha, anyway, how you feeling? better.. it's time to get cool now coolhuishan!!! got lots of work to do... poa paper 2, whole of chinese workbook, 35 spellings words and 3 chinese exam papers... tt's a lot. hahaha.

this week is like passing so super fast, it seems like it's only monday ytd, and it's the end of week alrdy. Shalyn and i were complaining abt it too. 3 more weeks to final years, gosh.. i studied like 5 hours everyday after school.. tired. school was fun today.. lit first period.. got 2 essays to do/ second period was PE, after the warm up, jumping jacks, push ups, running arnd the school, we wanted to join the boys for soccer, but after some real serious consideration, we din cos the boys are kinda violent when they play soccer. so we just slack there, listen to rina sing song, then we join in. Till we heard some screaming, we turn to look, to saw mingyang on the floor then we start saying he no more fathers' day. haha. had chinese lesson after school it was just chinese spelling. so wu lao shi was gng thru the words and some idioms, she was explaining to us abt bai nian shu ren. the whole thing is like shi nian shu mu, bai nian shu ren, then matthew (the great one) added one more phrase at the back, qian nian lao yao... then we burst out laughing. haha. if you get the joke. those funny spellings are chinese words, i lazy to type in chinese. haha. tt's all for today. gotta continue my revision, finish my lit and figure out how to do poa. (cherlyn pulling hair)

just went to cut my hair.. trim, layer. it look so much better now. my fringe is sorta short, it use to be long. hope i wont have difficulties clipping it up.. maybe i'll just let it down if im too lazy. haha. reading where rainbows end, it's sweet and funny. went to revise chinese with huishan and sufen in the morning... i see how vulgar you can get huishan. haha. then met faz and the great one at national library to revise some more... went home.. it's like a freaking 1 hour bus ride.. lucky ming yang called, if not i'l just turn into a stone or sth... sch's reopening, gng on full swing into revision, so wnot be updating so aften..

my parents are ok alrdy and im happy, i just hope things will carry on this way and not upside down. haha. alrite, it's my 16th bdae ytd and im finally 16(i can watch nc 16 movie, dun need to sneak in) haha, i din have a really sort of birthday wish, but just to celebrate with the ppl i love, and it's a dream come true for me every year, but this year it's a bit different, i get to celebrate with not onli mummy and daddy, i also celebrated with uncle jordan, anut jennifer and coming soon baby (minnie mouse). it's just a simple celebration at orchard.
i shall not move on to the presents. i really wanna thks all thses ppl, you guys seriously make my day..
Yue Hao (you are like the first one to sent me message)
Zheng Jie( it's ok without birthday present)
Raihanah( thks for the blog post babe)
sufen(it's really formal)
huishan(i can see you love me alot)
aunt joanna(we'll have the biggest cake ever)
mervyn(thks)
song( wow, you sent me message 2 mins before 5 sept)
ming Yang( i guess if you were give a chance to kill me, you would cos im either not picking up your calls or i switched it off. thks yeah)
joey( love you)
jia qi(thks a thousand)
matthew(the great one)
nad(thks babbe, not forgetting cheesecake)
Faz( love ya)
pei yun( thks for the tag and message)
Jolene(thks for tt book, felt bad for hurrying you to orchard. haha)
ian(all the way in indonesia)
Chase bourknight(texas. haha, i noe you still think asia girls are cute... even though i disagree)
dustin( new york.. thks, lovw you too.. im not calling you hun.. haha,enjoy your time with nat k?) jimmy (washington... thks a lot...)
those ppl with the countries by their side.. are my overseas friends... haha
wanna thks daddy and mummy lots.. haha.




ps. mingyang , im not sad cos of them larh.. i wont get sad over them too cos there's like nth btwn us.. so yeah. thks for calling!!! haha, show you sth when school reopens, i think it's crazy (seriously).