had bridging programme(Extra lessons) for these two weeks, today's lesson was pathetic, onli 13 of us in class, after recess, some ppl skip classes and it's onli left with 5 of us (shalyn, sofia, raymond, pei yun and i. haha. oh.. Mr Eng took our class for physics today.. he's so cute. haha. mingyang came forward and sat in front of me and started talking to me then mr eng went towards him and wanna pull his ear this is the conversation:
MY: ahhhh ahh, cher, cher, dont
Mr eng: you talk to her i'm jealous
MY: oh oh.. okok cher
Mr eng: she's my daughter-in-law
MY: haha.. okok, she's all yours cher (evil smile)
Mr eng: i've got two sons (looking at me and smile)
haha.. it's really funny la, i got shocked. lol.
this is for huishan: haha.. oh my, tt's a lot.. i've got a lot to do too. haha
Shalynnn!! haha, yup, i think i want a bf.. im lonely. haha. nah, i have you alrdy, how can i cheat on you hubby?? haha

had class excursion today... it's fun, but tiring. haha. im suppose to facilitate, but i guess i din do musch either. haha, hisham wanted to hug me, then i gave him the i-dun-wanna-hug-you face cos he's practically wet, i mean i wont mind if he's dry, it's not like i will not hug boys like tt. we played like super a lot of games and i guess the class had great fun. we were givern somt time to like change clothes and stuffs before lunch, some girls went to bathe, they were screaming like, you noe how... i wonder they are bathing or getting raped. haha. went for lunch at mac's, the whole entire class took up all the seats, tried the wasabi shaker fries.. kinda ok, but a bit too saltish. we continued the games after tt.. played "honey, if you love me, pls smile" it's link to the "H2O" game... so when alex and i were gng to get our "o" which is matthew, lee ann screamed STOP.. so there we go, alex has to go down on his knees.. before he even said the sentence, i started laughing.. gosh..
then followed by "husbund and wife" game, i just keep losing my husbund.. haha.. the blind date was the best, the entire class were staring at sihui and sufian, so cute. haha..

this post is specially dedicated to some people who thinks highly for themselve. okay, i went to calss today (not metioning the subject), then sat at this tabe and had to withstand the sulking face of this person, you noe our class is damn hyper and crazy, but this person went like "noisy sia" WTH!!!! wat's the problem with her, then when the teacher started teaching, she started condeming abt the teacher like nobody's business, this person started throwing stationaries to show tt he/she is fed up and throwing tantrum.. this is the part i cant stand
teacher: this will be your class next year
idiot: dun wan sia (sulking face)
idiot: if he/she is teaching us, im not coming to school (told her friend)
i mean like what the f***king problem??!!! if he/she doesn.t like the way our teacher teached, then i's his/her business, why must this idiot condemn the teacher and say tt he/she doesn't want to join our class, like want them like tt, im not being mean, i mean if this idiot is nice, i wont mind, but with this idiot's attitude, i might as well commit sucide. serious!! what's wrong with this idiot?? i noe im getting quite worked up, but like see for yourself, whose fault is it.. maybe cos i respect this teacher a lot, tt's why. if ever this idiot give this sulky face, i'll tear tt f***king face apart, i seriously will scold tt idiot even though it will spoil our friendship. When she's throwing tantrum, no one dared to confront him/her, we just kept quiet. im not letting this idiot get his/her way now, i'll really go against her this time... cannot stand it alrdy.

* just in case this person reads it, i guess you noe who you are.. you can always scold me if you want to, cos i've got lots to tell you too...

just a real quick post. had chinese extra lessons today till abt 1.30.. went to white sands and buy some stuffs, met my uncle there, he fetched me home.. haha, no nid to wait for bus, but yeah, thks uncle!! haha. mrs soh said tt principal talking to us tmr.. gosh, scary, wonder what will she say, though i noe it's abt the results, but yeah.. still scary.

my exams are so screwed up... gosh, what's happening to me???
Eng:49(freaking fail by 1 mark?!)
Chi: 66
Combine sci: 56(pass both chem and phy, but chem pulled the overall down)
combine humanitities: 46(pass lit, but failed ss by 5 marks!!)
POA: 63(all thks to my carelessness)
F&N:74(one more mark to A1, WTH)
Maths:6
yeah, laugh all you want, i noe my marks are all totally screwed, but at least it's better than mid year. I really think it's so grrrr, i dunno how to describe, but yeah, i noe i could have done better but all thks to my carelessness...
mrs ang: cherlyn you are so calreless!! what do you think i can comment about you? you are almost there...
cherlyn: add a "super" infront of careless.
mrs ang: okay, you are super careless.
how.. what if i dun get promoted to sec 5?? tt's the end of me!!!
Mr Sara talked to my class this morning he said " next year you guys will be sec5/1... 1!! i'll protect the sec 5s, i want the juniors to respect you guys. if ther bully you, come tell me, they wanna fight with you outside sch, i'll follow, they dare to beat you up, i call police. you guys will be my adopted children next year, i'll be your godfather" haha, mr sara so funny, but i felt touched after hearing what he said. had class clean up today, then mr sara made annoucement thru the PA system, then lee ann went "shhh, daddy talking" haha. cool, we've got a "daddy" in school. hahaha. still have lessons till i think the 7th nov. 12 nov gng to sentosa with my friends.
oh... thks shalyn, the cookies are really nice!!! wait till i have an oven, i'll bake for you too.. haha
i was kinda depress ytd cos of my carelessness, thus i did sth really silly
this is wat i did when i saw cuthbert.
cuthbert: hi(waving hand)
cherlyn: muah(did the kissing action)
cuthbert:(shocked)
i normally do the kissing action, but after i said hi.. and it's like yeah.. playing kinda action(ppl all noe), plus his gf was there.. gosh, i quickly covered my mouths with both hands. sent him a message afterwards.
this morning cuthbert came tapping on my shoulders "hey, i dun mind abt the thing ytd, you are always like.. the crazy, hyper one esp when you are depressed. i kinda expected this from you.." haha. gosh... what's wrong with me???

has been slacking this few days.. always say wanna revise then it will be easier nxt year, but i just cant stick my butt on the chair. hahaha. i guess i'll just slack a little more. wanted to follow the girls to jalan raya, but felt weird cos im the only chinese, so i stayed at home, then went back to school the accompany wydre to revise, well i din revise ( i attempt to though), so i just slack there, at least better than slacking at home, dunno where to go also, s'pre so small ( gosh, im so gonna get out of here). hahaha. yup, i went home after tt, then this old lady tried to climbed up the the upper deck then when the bus started turning, she fell from the stairs and we heard this loud "thumm" all of us looked, this old lady fell and knocked her head, she lay there unconscious, ppl start to crowd arnd her like it will help like tt. they called the ambulance, then the whole lot of us alight at tt bus stock and waited for another bus. poo old lady, hope she's alrite.
ohohohoh... my hair grew longer, hahah, really happy, finally it's long, mum asked me to trim again, i just trim it last month, trim some more, i can just forget abt having long hair. dad trying to grow his hair long too cos we keep saying he's balding, mum cut bangs. OMG!! im complaining abt her bangs day and nite... hahaha. ohohoh, went home with nad on thursday after library, then when we were queueing for the bus, i saw this cute guy.. he looked innocent. then i went awww.. he din see me looking at him, then i turned away, then when i looked up again, he was looking at me, so there's this silent thing and eye contact btwn, my heart started "thum thum thum" and i quickly looked away. not long later, nad saw him and said tt he's cute too and both of us made this prolonged "awwww" we looked at the time, it's 6.40pm and said "tmr, 6.40, stalking time" hahah. we din stalk him la, not despo. then the nxt day when i was gng home after accompanying wydre, i was stitting on the horizontal kinda chair reading a book, not aware of the surrounding, when i looked up, i saw tt guy again, he was like looking at me, and we had the eye contact thing again. i think cos i looked different, when he saw me and nad, my hair was tied and fringe clipped, but the other time was when i let my hair and fringe down. gosh, he's not malay, chinese, he's mixed i guess with some western blood. he's really cute, i was lucky to see him twice and had this eye contact with him. hahaha

seriously, im like bored, dying of boredom...
here's a little poem i tried to compose:

living yesterday
bitter, sweet and sour
it's all yesterday
what about today
bitter as chocolate
sweet as candy
can we ever forgive the mistakes we've made
recapturing memories
to live in the world of yesterday
holding back, mesmerised
leeting go all the bygones
cos it's all yesterday
remembering today
living yesterday.

i tot of posting poems in every entries before i sign off or sth, do you think it will be a good idea, cos i kinda lke it. haha. tag and tell me if my poem is ok.

exams are finally over, had physics and F&N today. physics was kinda okay except for some questions in section B, im glad tt Alex asked me some physics question today cos tt question came out, Alex, you are pro!!! F&N was okay also, but essay was disaster!!! hahahahaha, i think im gonna screw my finals like mad, needless to say. no school tmr and monday too, but dooms day will be here soon, the returning of papers. so ppl, enjoy while you can!! im so gonna go out, do whatever i can during these few days... hahaha

this is gonna be a quick post.. yup yup yup, been mugging and mugging and mugging like crazy. At times, i lose motivation to study, i'll write little notes to myself like GO CHERLYN!!! I NOE YOU CAN DO IT! LOVE YOU CHERLYN! haha, i noe i sound like a pathetic loner, but im not ok, im just desperate, desperate to get out and hope tt everything is gonna be over soon... like when will it be.. haiz.. had Lit paper today, it's not easy, not difficult, but do-able, hope tt lit can salvage my marks for combine humanities, or else it's gonna be the end of me.. haha.