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Saturday, October 11, 2008,

has been slacking this few days.. always say wanna revise then it will be easier nxt year, but i just cant stick my butt on the chair. hahaha. i guess i'll just slack a little more. wanted to follow the girls to jalan raya, but felt weird cos im the only chinese, so i stayed at home, then went back to school the accompany wydre to revise, well i din revise ( i attempt to though), so i just slack there, at least better than slacking at home, dunno where to go also, s'pre so small ( gosh, im so gonna get out of here). hahaha. yup, i went home after tt, then this old lady tried to climbed up the the upper deck then when the bus started turning, she fell from the stairs and we heard this loud "thumm" all of us looked, this old lady fell and knocked her head, she lay there unconscious, ppl start to crowd arnd her like it will help like tt. they called the ambulance, then the whole lot of us alight at tt bus stock and waited for another bus. poo old lady, hope she's alrite.
ohohohoh... my hair grew longer, hahah, really happy, finally it's long, mum asked me to trim again, i just trim it last month, trim some more, i can just forget abt having long hair. dad trying to grow his hair long too cos we keep saying he's balding, mum cut bangs. OMG!! im complaining abt her bangs day and nite... hahaha. ohohoh, went home with nad on thursday after library, then when we were queueing for the bus, i saw this cute guy.. he looked innocent. then i went awww.. he din see me looking at him, then i turned away, then when i looked up again, he was looking at me, so there's this silent thing and eye contact btwn, my heart started "thum thum thum" and i quickly looked away. not long later, nad saw him and said tt he's cute too and both of us made this prolonged "awwww" we looked at the time, it's 6.40pm and said "tmr, 6.40, stalking time" hahah. we din stalk him la, not despo. then the nxt day when i was gng home after accompanying wydre, i was stitting on the horizontal kinda chair reading a book, not aware of the surrounding, when i looked up, i saw tt guy again, he was like looking at me, and we had the eye contact thing again. i think cos i looked different, when he saw me and nad, my hair was tied and fringe clipped, but the other time was when i let my hair and fringe down. gosh, he's not malay, chinese, he's mixed i guess with some western blood. he's really cute, i was lucky to see him twice and had this eye contact with him. hahaha

seriously, im like bored, dying of boredom...
here's a little poem i tried to compose:

living yesterday
bitter, sweet and sour
it's all yesterday
what about today
bitter as chocolate
sweet as candy
can we ever forgive the mistakes we've made
recapturing memories
to live in the world of yesterday
holding back, mesmerised
leeting go all the bygones
cos it's all yesterday
remembering today
living yesterday.

i tot of posting poems in every entries before i sign off or sth, do you think it will be a good idea, cos i kinda lke it. haha. tag and tell me if my poem is ok.

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