well, i worked half day today, haha. went to see doc. i woke up this morning and felt a little quessy, so din eat breakfast. I started feeling neasous, but nth comes out. So decided to go to work with daddy and mummy, during the train journey, i started doing the "arp.. arp" sound, i felt weak all over, quickly grab onto my mum, cos i turned jelly, it feels like my bones weigh a thousand kg. dad held on to my hand. i dunno how my mum knows i felt like vomitting, she just stuffed a plastic bag infront of me and the nxt moment, i was merlion-ing. it was seriously embarassing, everyone was staring at me, i just squated on the mrt. haha. this old lady came along and was like " little girl, come here, come here, sit down" (in chinese). everyone looked at me again, but i was just too weak to be bothered, i sat down and said thank you to the old lady. not long, this ang moh came and sit beside me and i was like " WTH!! Why now?!" , haiz, sad lah. dad dropped at raffles place, mum and i dropped off at redhill, mum immediately went to buy food and milo for me and force them down my gullet (duh, exaggerating). i threw the milo discreetly, mum will kill me. haha. My mum was sick too, she couldn't tahan, so she came down and asked me if i wanna see a doc with her, so yeah we went after telling our bosses ( we work in different companies). yup went to the doc and waited for more than an hour, fell asleep at the clinic, wanted so much to lean on my mum, but she was sick too, so yeah, i bent down and slept wth my body aching like nobody's business. my mum had viral infection and fever (37.9). Haha, and i, i have gastric flu and fever (38.7). both have MC till tmr. lol. *yawn* feel a little drowsy now, cos of the medicine.

work hasn't been so good recently, dun really wanna say why.. it's just pretty annoying. haven been blogging for like years, too tired. Oh, i went to hospital ytd.. haha, my aunt gave birth, the baby is so cute, jeann aka minnie mouse. so adorable, wanted so much to carry her, but she looked so fragile, im like super clumsy and accident prone, so you noe, i wont noe what will happen if i carry her. haha. okok. i'll upload the photos soon, too lazy to plug my phone to the comp. haha.started on SS and POA revision. OMG la, it seem a bit impossible to revise cos im always distracted, lol, but anyway, im trying very hard, so yeah, let' s see how it goes. lol. tt's all for now, nth seem to be really exciting for my year end hols. oh well. haha.

Right, it was Gradnite ytd, wasnt able to attend cos of this idiotic fever. After work on thurs, i felt feverish in the mrt, look into the reflection, realise tt i was pinkishly red, ask dad to come fetch me from the inter, dad quickly brought me to the clinic before it closes cos it's quite late. the doc says i keep walking in the rain these few days and cos too tired. yeah, maybe cos i din sleep early. I really wanted to go, especially when it's my batch of sec 4s who are graduating, spent 4 yrs in school with them, grew up with them, but wasnt able to see them for one last time. Felt really bad. Being the most senior and the minority nxt yr isnt easy.. graduating with a batch of sec 4s whom you arent close with, the feeling is really not gonna be nice. But no matter what, we are still gonna see each other again right?? yeah, sorry shalyn, made you the onli sec 4 ytd..

Labels: gonna miss all of you

This screen im facing all day long

went to white sands with my sis this morning to return her idiotic book (she din even flip a page), then we had breakfast there, onli both of us, without parents.. hahahahaha, they doing marketing. alrite, so, we walked all the way back home, it's a longer journey than we tot, we were walking and grumbling" omg!! it's so hot", " are we reaching", "can we take a bus instead?" haha, but we made it, we walked all the way back, sweating like nobody's business.
me: this is nad's house (pointing to nad's house)
sis: really?? (smile cheekily)
me: ...
sis: NADHIRAH(screamed so loudly)
me: (stared at her with shocked look)
haha.. i looked arnd me afterwards, and walked quickly, wanna get away from her, sis was laughing away. I'll neve past my nad's house with my sis again, she totally freak me out. haha. haven start revising yet, i promise im gonna start soon, i mean it. gng out with friend on wed for movies, and a little shopping. haha.

oh well, today was a pretty short day, finished F&N class early today, then after tt, went with song to outram park for interview, tresca came along with us. i took the wrong details, we were suppose to alight at outram, then go to the SGH bus stop, take bus 174, but i worte down 110, it's a very big difference i noe, we search everywhere for 110, then end up, we called the lady. so we reached there, and it's my fault again, we were suppose to go to this building called seacare, but i wrote wrongly again, i wrote sdacare.. gosh i really got some problem, tresca and song were like saying my hearing skills not very goo, dunno how i manage to even pass my listening compre. yup, we went seperate ways after tt, i went to tamp FOX and finally bought the black jacket i wanted, asked my parents to buy it for my cos exam need, then they dun wanna buy for me.. it's not really expensive, it's $33. haha. okay, i'm starting work nxt monday, wish me all the best, i guess i'll still go look for a second job, at least i dun need to study whole day. haha. wish me all the best guys!! haha

ok, had my chinese O lvl ytd, it's quite easy i shall say, but doubt tt i'll get distinction, cos i take the paper with the HCL ppl. haha. i did the compo before.. the same question. today's class was pathetic, only 9 ppl, ok, better than the previous time, only 5 ppl attend. tmr got council meeting after school to try out the games, i hope it's successful. Im gonna work at my mum's office with song, 55 bucks a day, it's a lot. I'll do admin stuffs. haha. omg, first time working, hope it goes on smoothly. haha.

My Perfect World
looking out the window
saw the birds high up
will they soar forever?
recalling my past doings
living in my dreams
never thought time passes so quickly
for things have been taken for granted
hoping dreams and wishes last forever
the only thing i was working towards
but you left me lonely
dealing all the endeavours alone
wanted you to be here so much
but never once
i ever see your shadow again
mist filled my vision
seeing only half the world
only in my dreams
i see the perfect part of everything
i never thought this could last
i just wanted this perfect scenario to replay again
the things coming through my mind
are things you could never think of
so do me this little favour
don't wreck my perfect little world
my last hope

it's chinese o lvl tmr. omg!! time flies, it's so fast, i'm afraid i'll not do well, we'll be competing with the HCL, scholars and IP students, tell me, if you are the marker, the HCL, scholars and IP students are the potential A1s students ain't they?? compared to us, the sec 4 NA students.. but i still wanna get my A1, so that my dream to get 9 pts for L1R2B2 is still possible. So yeah, i'll give my 100% tmr. seriously, i'm like nervous now. 3 more days and school will be finally over. I skipped maths class with Huilian today. Opps=P. haha. i still dare t6o announce here. haha. my first time skipping class, but i skipped class for a reason, i wanna do chinese.. and i did. after tt, had extra chinesde lesson till 3.45pm.

was suppose to go study with huilian and matthew today, but huilian din reply, family suddeny came out with a plan out of no where, so i had to cancel mine, sorry matthew. i just finish all the papers mrs soh gave.. damn tiring, but it's gonna be over soon, it's MT O lvl nxt wed.. nervous. had this super weird dream, dun wanna say it either cos it's really really weird, it seem unreal, i told shalyn and shalyn started laughing non-stop. i was on duty for open house ytd, doing registration, it'slike e-registration!! haha, damn cool la, can turn the screen of the laptop, so the whole day i was turning it, lucky i only work one shift, if not, the whole screen will just drop off. haha. sis and cousins watching movie today at marina sq.. its HSM 3!!! wth!! okok, i understand they are still kiddies. yup, so i'll just go shopping with the folks dun wanna join them actually, but mum die die also wanna me to go, say later i study till i turm crazy.. lol. i've got no mood to shop either, but yeah. Gradnite is 14 nov.. so fast.. i think it's gonna be nice. gng on holiday soon.. woohoo.. finally, cant wait. haha. nth for mow, cos my life for this few weeks wont be interesting... i still gotta go to skool for tt dunno-what-bridging-programme, trust me, it doesnt help increase my knowledge a single bit, we just waste time in skool, cos most of the time are spent for idling.