Happy was back ytd!!! Cos he went to bite the grandma's when when she was trying to smack his butt. The owner brought him back to us.. he couldn't baear to leave Happy at first and told the grnadma to move away, but yeah, old ppl are like tt. Happy is as happy as ever. Velvet went to the vet ytd too, din put him to sleep but on long-term medication. Doc says he won't live long either.. maybe live another 4 to 5 years or so. I was shocked to see them back again, like when i finally got a hang of everything, they pop back to me again. Well, went to CHIJMES to celebrate Rina's 16th birthday.. HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRHTDAY RINA!!! Huilian, Sufian, Marcus and i Dressed up in all black, Put on black hoodie, mask and walk all the way to Raffles Link to "escort" Rina, while walking in the Shopping mall, everyone were giving us the weird stare, i cant help but laughed. HAHAHAHA. We sweat like nobody's business... Went back after tt, wanted to join SiHui and the whole Ging-Gang, But my feet were aching, all thks to those wonderful blisters.. i got 8 blisters in total. I swear, i wont wear Gucci shoes for life. Sis help me put plasters.. thks=) i was screaming and yelling in pain. hahaha. Now my feet look like i just got rundown by a train or sth. lol.
YES Wydre!!! Im super excited for school, Miss school alot, it feels terrible to be stucked at home with all my rotting hw.. haha. Oh, I met Ashwin, Alex, Soh Woon, Joash, Qian Ying and the other seniors in the train just now... they said i looked grown up.. YAY!! Finally. haha. Enjoy your remaining Hols!!!!

2008, it's a crazy year i guess. Many things happened, but i could rmb none in details, it's just parts and pieces, maybe i chose not to rmb. Velvet (my dog) is extremely sick, most likely to be put to sleep, thus my parents decided to rehome happy (my other dog). It's gonna be another big blow for us if happy dies too. Happy left ytd with his new companion, i really hate to see him go, no more jumpy little happy at home anymore, miss all his naughty-ness abd playfulness. I din really expect myself to cry so much, and now i realise why i cried, cos i loved happy, velvet and will always do, seeing them go, it's like taking a part og my life away. Really really painful. You see them grow, have them by your side, but now, you have to part with them.. totally painful. I can do nth but to succumb to decision. I missed them...
2009 is coming soon.. on fri, a brand new year. I hope for the best for my family, friends and my future endaevours.

i know i know, it's my second post of the day. Im not free ok?!!! i'll just die if i continue doing my literature hw.. I'm seriously dying (SOON)!!! Nxt week, i'll be sec 5, i really dunno if i can cope, it's onli O lvls, but it's like everything to me. Im starting to worry when i think of it, im afriad i wont be able to do well and there goes my dreams. I wanna get 9 points for L1R2B2, wonder is it possible for me to actually do it. I want tuition to like start now, i wont mind gng for tuition everyday, it sound crazy i noe, but you noe the feeling of being helpless, it's just so eww and frustrating. Time will pass quickly, and before i noe, i'll be in the examination hall taking my O lvls. I really dunno wat i want, I dread for tt day to come, but i hope it's over soon, it's just so confusing, i dun understand myself too. Argh!! It's really getting on my nerves. Cherlyn, Cherlyn.. what's wrong with you??? lets see
Jan - Mar : school (hectic)
Apr: CCA stand down
Jun: council stand down
July: Prelims
Nov: O lvls!!
See, i onli have 6 months to prepare for O lvls!! 6 MONTHS!!! I wont be surprise if i end up in IMH! tt's terrible.. Argh!!! Im just scaring myself i noe, it's idiotic. I miss school and everything. Studying and chit chatting with friends, especially those bitching sessions. Anf at times, you and you friends will get high for no reasons. Screaming and swearing after lessons, Complaining abt hw and tests... i enjoy them all. I wanna go back to sch!!! Rotting at home with all my work (can you see those algea and fungus growing on me??) Ahhh, i threw away my new balance shoe (dad told me to) wearing my converse on fri.. hahahahaha. okay, i feel so much better. oh guys.. forgot to tell you all, black shoes are not allowed anymore.. so dun wear black to sch if you still want you life!!! Wear onli white base shoes.. must be 70%white, a little of Dark blue, grey and black are acceptable=)

okay.. Merry belated xmas! haha, okay, tt's rubbish. I went to my Aunt's house for dinner during xmas eve. Lol, just some normal dinner and stuffs. Received a number of presents, thks to all=) I love them all!! haha. Yeah, im all alone at home feeling lonely, with some hw undone.. tt's sad, I WANT AN OVEN!!!! Like seriously berious!!! Grr, i swear, im gonna get one soon. Sch's starting soon! YAY!! staying at home doing hw, revising and stuffs really kills sometimes, i think sch is so much better, at least i got friends to go high with me, if i go high at home, my family will just stare at me and say " you siao is it?!" it's sad. But sch is gonna be hectic for my nxt year, only half a year to prepare for O lvls, cos prelims are in July. Im a little scared now. Looked through S'pore and Ngee Ann poly's website just now nd found some interesting courses, mostly psychology, guess i really really wanna do tt, since ive gt passion in it. They give exemptions to students upon graduation to do further studies in university.. tt just sound great to me, wanna do mine in australia. Hahahaahahaha.

okay.. outing was cancelled, haha. Dun worry Wydre. Yup so i din watch twilight in cinema... but i WATCHED IT ONLINE!!! hahahahaha. okay, yeah, went back to sch in the morning for performance rehearsal.. for sec 1 orientation. lol. Left at 1pm, rushed home cos i gng out with my sis. yup, got a bus to tampines, gave Sis a pizza hut treat ( jolene, tt's your chrsitmas treat.. hahahahahaha) tt was quite mean. then we went to get my converse shoe.. YAY!! i was actually holding on to the men size 6 and thinking, why is it so big. then the sales lady looked at me and said, i'll give you a woman size 7.. it fits.. till when i got home, i realise the woman gave me size 5 -.- then accompanied my sis to wallet shop to get her wallet. While walking, we saw some ppl in their weird dressing, so we commented on them dicreetly. i rmb commenting on a pregnant woman tt she ran out of clothes so she wrapped herself up in toilet paper. LOL. we shopped arnd, but really, cant do window shopping, so this proves tt both of us din inherit my mum's "shopping" genes. Tmr's christmas party.. lookng forward to it. haha.

I went to watch YES Man with wydre and Junshen ytd. haha, it's really funny, lol. Cant sneak Junshen into NC16 show, aww.. i more year to go Junshen.. just wait a little. hahaha. Watching twilight tmr, it seems a little like movie marathon or sth, or im deprived from movies. haha. Yeah, watching in the evening with wydre and most probably Shalyn. Then Dinner. Gonna get my Converse shoe tmr. Too tired to look for shoes with apropriate colours, so might as well get the whole white shoe, wont get caught by discipline master too. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sch's reopenong nxt fri, cant really believe it. haha. Oh well, getting tuition too, YAY!! ( i must be mad) haha. Many things happened during the Hols, especially during work.. haha, im starting the ignore all the messages if you noe what i mean. haha. Blog more nxt time =)

a little random pic a took



SHALYN!! i posted it first.

a little peek in my work=)

look at those files.. im clearing them all



Picture 1: focus on my dad

okay.. it 's been donkey years since i last updated this blog of mine, oh whatever. haha. yeah, bangkok trip was cancelled, all thks to tt protest, stupid. but, gng to penang on the 11 dec t0 14 dec. hahahahaha. YAY!! though it's m'sia, but at least i get to travel. work is getting sianifying, seriously berious. wanna stop working soon, yeah, it's soon. wanna get an ipod nano, haha, yeah, wait till my uncle get staff price or sth then i'll get it. haha. serious, i dunno wat to update alrdy, hols are really boring for me!! somehow i miss school, the uniform and friends, haha. i noe, it's crazy and kranky. it's just simply ironic, i use to complain abt school ana now here i am, saying i miss school. sorry ppl, esp those who asked me out, cos of my idiotic work, wasn't able to, really sorry, but yeah, guess i'll end work on the 18, then we'll go out k??