i know i know, it's my second post of the day. Im not free ok?!!! i'll just die if i continue doing my literature hw.. I'm seriously dying (SOON)!!! Nxt week, i'll be sec 5, i really dunno if i can cope, it's onli O lvls, but it's like everything to me. Im starting to worry when i think of it, im afriad i wont be able to do well and there goes my dreams. I wanna get 9 points for L1R2B2, wonder is it possible for me to actually do it. I want tuition to like start now, i wont mind gng for tuition everyday, it sound crazy i noe, but you noe the feeling of being helpless, it's just so eww and frustrating. Time will pass quickly, and before i noe, i'll be in the examination hall taking my O lvls. I really dunno wat i want, I dread for tt day to come, but i hope it's over soon, it's just so confusing, i dun understand myself too. Argh!! It's really getting on my nerves. Cherlyn, Cherlyn.. what's wrong with you??? lets see
Jan - Mar : school (hectic)
Apr: CCA stand down
Jun: council stand down
July: Prelims
Nov: O lvls!!
See, i onli have 6 months to prepare for O lvls!! 6 MONTHS!!! I wont be surprise if i end up in IMH! tt's terrible.. Argh!!! Im just scaring myself i noe, it's idiotic. I miss school and everything. Studying and chit chatting with friends, especially those bitching sessions. Anf at times, you and you friends will get high for no reasons. Screaming and swearing after lessons, Complaining abt hw and tests... i enjoy them all. I wanna go back to sch!!! Rotting at home with all my work (can you see those algea and fungus growing on me??) Ahhh, i threw away my new balance shoe (dad told me to) wearing my converse on fri.. hahahahaha. okay, i feel so much better. oh guys.. forgot to tell you all, black shoes are not allowed anymore.. so dun wear black to sch if you still want you life!!! Wear onli white base shoes.. must be 70%white, a little of Dark blue, grey and black are acceptable=)