Tuesday, April 28, 2009,
Weather is killing everybody, it's super duper warm, even after i bathe, im still perspiring. But today's weather is a little better, it RAINED FINALLY!!! haha. English paper and Sci prac this thurs, well, i dunno how im gonna fare, but it's mid years!! so yeah, i'll try yeah? haha. Sat is my F&N 'O' lvls practical, i was so super prepared last year, i finish cooking 4 dishes before time and still have time for wash up, but this year, im like super lost, it's not that im not prepared, it's more like i dunno how to be prepared for this. I hope it will turn out good. Just pray that i wont burn the kitchen. haha.
i feel that my family is a little cranky recently, like yeah, "mum and dad" problem, well, im not gonna bother abt it either cos i really find no point interfering, it just makes me miserable isnt it? lol. I'll just accept whatever comes by and concentrate on my priorities. it's not that my family isnt impt, but im not gonna make huge difference though, so i might as well focus on what's more crucial not and make everyone arnd me proud than getting fuss up on things like this and get nowhere.
plans for cherlyn:get into ngee ann polydo phsychologywork during year end holsshopping spree (novels!!, bag...)upon graduation from poly:study overseasget a degreebe a primary school teacher...haha.. alrite, it's all plan, just hope everything goes on smoothly=)
3:36 AM
Saturday, April 18, 2009,
fly
my hopes,
my desires,
i lost them as i embarked on this never-ending journey.
Expectations,
are what keeps me moving on,
but i lost myself.
Dreams,
I use to have,
but were shattered by inferiority.
I was surrounded by this concrete jungle,
as the world changes,
i went along, relenting.
I've lost the battle,
a battle i've struggled.
In return, i lost what i've been searching for,
and not realising they are just there.
Imperfections, they say,
are what makes perfections.
Yes, i agree,
for i was blinded by imperfections,
that i fail to see perfections.
reaching out, touching the velvet sky
flying away, to a town where no one knows what i am
this must be the only way to spare the agony.
fly away
11:30 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009,
oh well, i tried making pancake on friday, din turn out weel, a little hard. haha. but i tried again today.. it's quite nice and im serious. haha. erm oh well. i think im turning as little slacky, i really dunno why, felt like ive not been doing enough for my Os, maybe im jst not determined enough. Sths are gng on at home lately which makes me a little you noe, i just dunno how to put it in words, but yeah.. im fine. i think stress kinda motivate me to study like really STUDY. i felt as though time really flies, it really feels like january ytd, i noe, it's totally absurb. Right.. haha. my first paper is just 3 weeks again.. Os is just a matter of few months, not year alrdy.
Had sports meet on thurs.. oh well. I dun think i'll wanna talk abt it.. haha. nth much happen this week, like yeah, my life seem so mundane.. haha.
4:29 AM
Monday, April 6, 2009,
my sis gave this to me.. awwCelebrated my sis's birthday ytd. hahaha... i guess it's the most expensive birthday ever. hahaha. shall not elaborate on tt. i will spending my weekends at home, trying to finish my revision for physics, chem and ss. esp physics, omg... tt is what happens
Class: mr oh, where's the test?
Mr oh: i tot it's thurs
i know good game rite, Yes!!! i studied so hard for NTH!! but this still gives me time for more revision. Just a few more weeks to Mid-years, really wonder if im alrdy fully prepared for it. i dun think so though.. the studying seemed endless. I guess it will onli come to an end after O lvls. Tt's when we can really let our hair down and relax!!! Haha.. O lvls are not here yet, and im alrdy looking forward to the end of it.. cherlyn cherlyn... it's terrible. haha. I hope i'll still be alive after Os. haha.
23rd apr: F&N trial practical
2nd may: F&N O lvl practical.
i really dunno how am i gonna cook, just pray hard tt i wont burn down the kitchen. haha.
4:05 AM