Just came back from council camp ytd, felt so tired, lol. I've finally stand down from council, yes, finally. Im gonna miss council, especially the duties. haha. The camp was wonderful, went to sentosa to built sand castle, had so many sun burnts. haha. The stand down was great, though there was some delays here and there due to some problems, but it was worth the wait, i mean, it's really cool to have steamboat during stand down. haha during the stand down dinner, we made fun of joelle and mervyn, we said that we are attending their wedding dinner. lol. The nite walk was kinda okay, but i guess cos we are short of time, therefore we have more ppl in a group, thus defeats the purpose of nite walk. i was suppose to be stationed in a classroom beside the "tunnel" station, but it was locked, tt's why emelia and i were outside the corridor. lol. We did manage to scare some groups like vivek's and some others. The funny thing was, i got scared by guo wei. i was abt to jumped out and say boo then guo wei just appear rite in front of me. haha. I've actually prepared my stand down speech way before the camp, but i dunno why, i just forgot everything. so i guess i'll just have my proper stand down speech here.

stand down speech:
firstly i'll want to thk all the teachers esp miss lim cos i spent most of my time with her. She's my homec teacher in sec 1 and 2 then my F&N teacher from Sec3 till now. she gave me lots of advices on school worl, council and my life, witjoput her, i would have come this ar.
Im glad tt i wasn given the opportunity to join council, i have learnt so much in council, done so many "first times" here. If it's not for council, i wouldnt have the courage to make a speech and carry on to be the soft spoken and introvert cherlyn.
Definitely, i'll want to thk my batch of councillors, they left me so many fond memories i'll never forget. I'll like to thk shalyn especially, she has always been there for me, when i was troubled, happy or sad, i know she's always there for me. She has always believe in me, thru her, i learnt to believe in myself now.
To the current batch of sec 4s, i'll never forget you, ever since my batch of councillors graduated, i felt tt council is a little different for me, i feel kinda isolated, but with you guys, i felt not son different anymore. To clayton, Syafiq and Yolanda, enjoy being a sec 5, it's gonna be difficult, but at the same time, it's enjoyable, so you guys continue to rock on k?
Also to the sec 3s and 2s, though i dunno all of you well enough, but i noe, only with you guys, council will continue to be the council all of us wanna be in. After the stand down, you guys are gonna stand up and lead the juniors, dun be afraid of mistakes, it's what makes you grow, be strong.
council has given me a lot of opportunities, im glad that i was given a chance to be an exco member. thru council, i've grown and found myself. i dunno if ive been a good senior/ friend, but i hope during my stay in council, i've made a difference in you. it's been great to watch you ppl grow. thank you so much for everything you guys have done for me. I'll definitely miss you guys and i love council.

Reflecting uopn my life for the past 4 and half years, ive grown quite a bit. I stepped out of my comfort zone, try out new things and attempted many 'first times', for this i can say that my journey in sec sch is a fulfilling one. I went thru ups and downs with my friends and families. St times, i tot it's the end of me, but there, i saw a ray light shining thru the dark tunnel, leading me towards the brightness. When i tot i was suffering the most in the world and no one can ever understand the pain i was gng thru, and there, i saw how contented one can be if they dun take things for granted, it was the OCIP trip that impacted me the most, showing me a new perspective of life, this trip is worth a million times it cost me. When i tot i was all alone, i realised that was not the case, i has everyone by my side. i've grumbled so much all the times, never did i realised that i am the most fortunate person on earth. Through all the ordeals i went thru, i found myself, a Cherlyn whom i really love to be. All these years, the ppl arnd me taught me all many invaluable lessons i can nv learn in schools.

Good gracious me, it's gonna be my last day of school tmr.. finally. Seriously, i dun find this bridging programme of any help, teachers are not exactly teaching, what is really useful was F&N, went thru lot of stuffs. 9 weeks to prelims to be exact, time flies.
Damn, there's lots of mivies i wanna watch, but im broke.. haha. doubt i have the time though, must study alrdy, screwing mid years is kinda bad enough, i dun wanna screw prelims as well. lol. After class just now, nad, nab and i were waiting for us and complaining how broke we are, we realised we spend most of our money on stationaries. haha. We were like saying "ppl go shopping for clothes, we go shopping for stationaries." "people normally will say.. oh this clothes shop is having sales, we will go, popular's having sales". lol. only if the school sponser out fullscap, correction tape and pens. haha. im not trying to be cheapo here, but seriously, what do we spend most on.
Realised my blog has very few pictures, a bit not so colourful, very wordy... lazy to load luh. haha. Im kinda gng thru dilemma rite now, part of me wants time to pass quickly so that O lvls would be over soon, but the other part of me wants time to slow down cos i noe i'll miss sec sch alot hough i grumble a lot.
coursework part A is finally coming to an end. When sch reopens, we'll start on our coursework part B. at least part B is not as troublesome as A. rite, this song is stuck in my head for weeks. lol.

okay i noe... it's been so long since i last update my blog. i have no mood to blog either. Mid years are terrible, extra school for the first two weeks for hols. well, it's been hectic for me, and i guess it's a time for me to reflect. i cant wait for Os to be over, seriously[can you see all those white hairs on my head?] went for photoshot recently. will upload them soon. erm, you can view them on facebook too, but yeah, i din rotate the photos, lee ann and a number of ppl complain abt it.. haha, sry... and pls, stop saying i look like chun li. haha. 4 more days of school. great grandma is quite ill.. hope she'll get well soon.
prelims in another 2 months!!! mug ppl mug!!