I noe i shouldnt be grumbling here.. But i just needed somewhere to write this. Maybe it's my fault, i shouldnt have shouted at her, here's there scenario:
girl: you've got to help me do the report..
me: but my report alone cant do much either.
girl: NO... it helps.. you gotta help.
me: i nooooeeee, but maybe you can include me in the report, so i doesn't seem so ambigous.
(girl 2 came along)
girl: (whining)cherlyn doesnt wanna help me!!!
(i stared at the girl with eyes wide open)
me: (raised my vioce a little) i din say i dun wanna help you!!
me: i said you can include me in the report!
girl: okay (with the non-chalant look)
i was having mood swing, so i cant stand anybody whining and impatient today. i apologised to the girl thru messaging and apparently dhe din reply. i said i was sorry for losing my anger and made my stand by telling her that she had some misunderstandings and din noe what i meant. but still she gave me the cold shoulder. i cant be bothered anymore, im just too tired.

two-sided

you were a friend
that i gave full respect to
you were like my diary
i told you every single details of my life
i love you companion
i love you presence
i enjoyed every moment with you
but you
a prisoner of you own perception
led me into considering
the value of our friendship
i wondered if our friendship got depreciated
i never thought
never expect
it would all end up like this
we thought that our friendship
was strong enough to withstand the storms
but today,
you proved me wrong
now i believe
everything is two-sided