First week og work.. kinda okay, made quite a few mistakes here and there, lol. MRT are always damn crowded, well, at leadt its not so bad in the morning. The problem is when i go home, i really wish i could teleport. Take ytd as an example, i just have to stnad in front of the MRT door, dun even need to move an inch when the door opens cos ppl at the ppl will literally push you into the train (it happens to me everyday).. thisexplains why s'reans are names "kiasu". so there i was, being squashed up in to train, cant even turn arnd, there was this womanbehind me figeting away, fussing arnd with her handbag, wonder if she realise that she had been hitting my ass with her bag constantly..as if she was hitting the drum or sth. Then this woman in front of me was practically leaning onto me cos ppl in front of her were pushing her all around, cant blame her, the man standing beside me, well, kept staring at me and later shift his gaze to my chest.. i dun mean anything, but it's uncomfortable having another gender staring at that part. So you see, i have a woman hitting my ass at the back, woman in front leaning onto me, man staring at mr. Coincindentally, "No Air" was playing on my mp3.. i was really breathless. for a moment, i tot mrs ang (ex-cem teacher) lied to me abt the 20% oygen in air, cos i believe there was only 1% aarnd me ytd. I went for lunch alone everyday.. it'sa little lonely, but i gotuse to it anyway, you what i'll be when im immersed in a book.. hahah. i spend 1 whole hour reading. Rmb i said i dun like the opposite gender to stare at that particular spot.. i haven this cleaner starring at me when i was eating ALONE. Im not saying i have big boobs or whatsoever cos i mine is just ordinary, but can ppl stop staring?!! i realise they only stare when i was alone.. it's damn irritating. I wasnt wearing low cut either. there are many others out there who has bigger boobs than me, mine is just a normal one, so stare at theirs instead chikopek!!! or maybe, you can go stare at the cow's one...lol. sorry, it wasnt suppose to be a boobs discussing session here, but it feels really irritating. lol

4th day of work.. God, can you imagine i can even write dairy when i have nth to do. But everytime, all the work will come when im gng home. LOL! It's a one month job, so will work till CNY. pay is good, but workload is also a lot. hahaha. Just gonna earn a little pocket money b4 poly starts, i cant depend my parents forver rite? i dun wanna always ask them for money to buy new clothes, i mean they have their own difficulties too, who knows. haha. oh well. My sis told me she forgotten all abt LCM and HCF.. right, i taught her over and over again. i cant complain much either, i was once like this in sec 1. hahaha. i failed maths terribly, lol. but i did well afterall these years right.. everyone can do maths!!! hahah. So Jolene Ng, you can do it too. She's the opposite of me.. she hates lit to the core.. so unlike me, lit is one of my favourite subject. hahaha. right, gonna end here then, damn tired.

My worse nightmare is finally over!!! Can finally sleep in peace. Hahaha.
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Everyone qualifies for poly!! so i igess it's a job well done for the class of 2009. haha.I'll most probably go SP to do integrated events and project management then do psychology externally. My family and friends were all happy for me, our hard work did paid off=)Congrats to matthew, shalyn, yuxian, chaim etc, they did really really well! So happy for you. Well, i saaw Haziq's mother hugging him ytd, she was crying, tears of joy, bet his mum must be damn worried for him, but he did well, scored 11 i guess, i could see how happy and proud his mother was, Good job 5/1! Thanks to the teachers too! Without all your constant nagging and accompaniment, we wouldn't have made it this far! Thank you to one and all in temasek sec! Of course, not forgetting my family and friends who encouraged and supported my throughout this ordous journey=)

Results out tmr... i dreamt abt collecting results for 3 times alrdy. Hahahahaha.It's doomsday. Woah. Right, din manage to go to any open house this year. Well, i guess i kinda noe what i wanna do alrdy, the thing is that whether my results meet the requirements. Gng to work soon, it's my last day of work today, wanna say a big thank you to everybody in polar, you guys taught me a lot, will definitely miss all of you. Went to East Coast ytd for dinner, i had cravings for satay ever since O level started... Wanted to take some pictures but mr phone died.. it always happens, the luck of cherlyn. haha. oh.. i lost one of my contact lenses while working one day, the day right after Wan Li lose hers. hahahaha, im a smart ass right. Lol, then i had to open a new set of contacts, there goes my 10 dollars. Sis is asking me how to write some chinese characters, apparently i oforgot how to write some cos i din do chinese for 2 years. hahahaha

Alright, first day of school for everybody, but no me. Results out nest week, wth, i dun care now. haha. I kinda scolded my sis ytd, indirectly. I bet she's really piss with me. Well, all of us seemed to have this perspective thinking that she hasnt put enough effort into her PSLE, we always believe what we see. She keeps sayingshe dosent noe how to study, does that mean everyone was born to noe how to study. we have to find ways and means to make sure that it's made possible. Now, things doesnt go her way, she din get into the school of her choice. Neither were her appeals successful, but there's not point fussing over it now, it's alrite to be disappointed, but when time comes, you have to accept the facts and move on, to make averything go right. Things din go my way too 5 years back, though i got into a pretty reputablee school, but i din get into the stream i always wanted. i got into NA when all my cousins got into express, how does tt feels like. when i was im sch, i felt so inferior, some teachers made it so clear that they are bias against us, while some ppl say we are slow and stupid, but what can we do? We still struggle thru 5 years tgt, makeing all this worthwhile. Life isnt fair in the first place, everything happens for a reason, it's up to us to make things right. So all the best to my sis and ppl who are starting sch today=) may this new year be a brand new experience for you.