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Friday, January 22, 2010,

First week og work.. kinda okay, made quite a few mistakes here and there, lol. MRT are always damn crowded, well, at leadt its not so bad in the morning. The problem is when i go home, i really wish i could teleport. Take ytd as an example, i just have to stnad in front of the MRT door, dun even need to move an inch when the door opens cos ppl at the ppl will literally push you into the train (it happens to me everyday).. thisexplains why s'reans are names "kiasu". so there i was, being squashed up in to train, cant even turn arnd, there was this womanbehind me figeting away, fussing arnd with her handbag, wonder if she realise that she had been hitting my ass with her bag constantly..as if she was hitting the drum or sth. Then this woman in front of me was practically leaning onto me cos ppl in front of her were pushing her all around, cant blame her, the man standing beside me, well, kept staring at me and later shift his gaze to my chest.. i dun mean anything, but it's uncomfortable having another gender staring at that part. So you see, i have a woman hitting my ass at the back, woman in front leaning onto me, man staring at mr. Coincindentally, "No Air" was playing on my mp3.. i was really breathless. for a moment, i tot mrs ang (ex-cem teacher) lied to me abt the 20% oygen in air, cos i believe there was only 1% aarnd me ytd. I went for lunch alone everyday.. it'sa little lonely, but i gotuse to it anyway, you what i'll be when im immersed in a book.. hahah. i spend 1 whole hour reading. Rmb i said i dun like the opposite gender to stare at that particular spot.. i haven this cleaner starring at me when i was eating ALONE. Im not saying i have big boobs or whatsoever cos i mine is just ordinary, but can ppl stop staring?!! i realise they only stare when i was alone.. it's damn irritating. I wasnt wearing low cut either. there are many others out there who has bigger boobs than me, mine is just a normal one, so stare at theirs instead chikopek!!! or maybe, you can go stare at the cow's one...lol. sorry, it wasnt suppose to be a boobs discussing session here, but it feels really irritating. lol

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