can you see the algea on me, yes! Im rotting. Dunno what's getting in my head recently. All i wanna do is to rot at home. I dun wanna go anywhere now, nth appeals to me. Well, i wont have time to rot at home anymore when sch starts.. in 2 weeks time. it's so fast. omg... im half excited and anticipating it, half dreading it too.. oh noo. i received a letter on sat saying i can apply for scholarship, okay.. woah, that's a good thing.. but im scared that i'll be the odd one out. you see, the express kids wil be the maajority in sch while the NA ppl like me will be the minority. Dad wants me to try, im gonna try, why let the chance slip pass right? but it really worries me about me being the minority, i dun wanna be the odd one. Oh man, i miss sec sch.. dun get me wrong, i definitely dun miss the GCE O lvl part.. it's the worst part of sec sch. Right now, im worried that i'll be lost in the sch and there will be no one to guide me. LOLs.. seriously, if there's a GPS system for human, i'll will get one for myself, so that i wont get lost.. hahahaha.. it's fun getting lost, onli if you have no task on hands, just you and the world alone. that will be cool. camping next week.. hahaha..