Mum: great grandma... she passed away
Me: orh
Mum: you wanna go to the wake?
Me: where?
Mum: Boon Lay
Me: *eyes wide open
Mum: *chuckles a bit* you go arrange with your aunt
My great grandma just passed away this morning, we all knew her death was imminent.We'll defintely go to the wake, but the thing is that i knw i wont cry at all, it's scary to even think abt it. Well, 6 years ago, my unlce, whom im not close to died in a construction site, i cried so hard for him, 5 years back, my grandpa died and i cried almost everyday knowing that he's someone i love most, and now, the news of my great grandma's death,i really have no feelings abt it. It's appears to me that im gonna attend a stranger's wake instead.. have i become some cold-blooded animal? i hope not, i din talk to my great grandma before, we onli meet once a year during CNY, but stop meeting each other a few years back. No matter what, she's still counted as a close relative, but it just seems so indifferent. well, if you get what i mean. I wont be gng to the TMS grand carnival given the situation like this. oh well..