Exam is round the corner and I'm not really really prepared i guess. I really hope i'll be able to do well in the exam and get a GPA of 3.8:D hahaha. Well, i dunno if it's a good thing for me to get to the SPSEC sub-comm, it's true that i get to noe a lot of ppl from all the different courses. However, it means more commitments too, more meetings and less time for myself. On the other hand, I want my Poly journey ro be a fulfilling one too.. I'm in such dilemma. tsk tsk. SPOT's interview on wed, i dunno why, but i dun really want to get in. But i want to lessen daddy's financial burden-.- That's I say im in dilemma, maybe i shld rename myself, I shld not be Cherlyn Ng, I shld be named Dilemma Ng!LOL. Argh!! rawr!! I shld really work during the holidays, but i have SPSEC during Hols too.. I dunno how, but I set my mind on it alrdy, im gonna take up shift work, like this, i can at least have a little time for myself and my novels:D Gotta go back to sch for meeting tmr from 2 to 4 and then back into revising. I'm gonna get a little something for myself as a birthday gift :} I noe this year's birthday will be a little different, so yeah, it's not gonna be like the past, but oh well, I'll be contented if everyone i love can celebrate with me, even though it seems a little difficult now. Hahaha, I dunno, who knows it's not as bad as i perceived things to be?!